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« on: April 14, 2005, 01:02:00 AM »
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« Reply #1 on: April 14, 2005, 10:11:00 AM »
I read your story, its heartbreaking
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« Reply #2 on: April 14, 2005, 10:21:00 AM »
I'm still crying from reading it. You did such an amazing job of explaining the program. I can never recount my experience with out becoming tongue-tied and light headed - confused. I have voices of doubt that tell me I'm not telling the truth or, "It wasn't as bad as I describe." Yet here I sit, partly frozen like I could stare into nothing for hours on end, and partly still a child, crying and alone.

After all this time, I'm convinced these episodes will simply always be a part of me.

My mind will never be the same.
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« Reply #3 on: April 14, 2005, 12:14:00 PM »
I agree, it is beautifully written, Shanna, and sad.

001010, I think I know what you mean about those voices of doubt. They used to haunt me a lot.

H.F., are you out there anywhere?
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« Reply #4 on: April 14, 2005, 01:09:00 PM »
Spell Check?
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« Reply #5 on: April 14, 2005, 01:19:00 PM »
Wtf do you mean spellcheck? Get the hell out of here.
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« Reply #6 on: April 14, 2005, 02:15:00 PM »
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"Spell Check?"


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« Reply #7 on: April 14, 2005, 02:28:00 PM »
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On 2005-04-14 09:14:00, fka wrote:

"I agree, it is beautifully written, Shanna, and sad.



001010, I think I know what you mean about those voices of doubt. They used to haunt me a lot.



H.F., are you out there anywhere?"


Don't get me wrong, I know they're not the truth, but they (those so-called voices) are a form of PTSD that I think will always be in the background of my subconscious. They?re emotional responses triggered by traumatic memories. I know better than to give them any legitimacy.
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« Reply #8 on: April 14, 2005, 02:31:00 PM »
(regarding spell check)
it's perfect the way it is. i would rather read someone's true voice.

(regarding those voices)
i guess some of mine haven't gone away. i am having a really hard time feeling anxiety about the most mundane choices. i guess i feel like i am getting "intuition" about things, then i don't know if it is intuition or just anxiety. those voices can still come out sometimes and criticize emotions, too. my emotions get messed up.

did anyone ever wonder what the beltlooping did to their "energy field" or whatever you might call it?[ This Message was edited by: fka on 2005-04-14 11:43 ]
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« Reply #9 on: April 14, 2005, 03:03:00 PM »
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On 2005-04-14 11:31:00, fka wrote:

"(regarding spell check)

it's perfect the way it is. i would rather read someone's true voice.


I agree. It?s a personal story, not a news article.

Unfortunately, many ascribe one's credibility to their grammar, spelling, or intelligence level whether that be IQ equated or otherwise.

It?s a very real story, you can certainly feel it through her words.

Thanks again, Shanna.
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« Reply #10 on: April 14, 2005, 03:13:00 PM »
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On 2005-04-14 12:03:00, 001010 wrote:

"Unfortunately, many ascribe one's credibility to their grammar, spelling, or intelligence level whether that be IQ equated or otherwise."


people who do that are just trained monkeys who can't see the whole world because the bars of their educated cage are blocking out the view.
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« Reply #11 on: April 14, 2005, 03:51:00 PM »
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« Reply #12 on: April 14, 2005, 06:01:00 PM »
It is awful that our stories are so similar and yet we were from different states and times.
My heart bleeds for you sister and I hope you some day find peace, and when you do share a little with the rest of us. Thank you for your courage. Thank you for your honesty.
Samantha
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« Reply #13 on: April 14, 2005, 10:39:00 PM »
Spellun iz impoortint, goddammitt..
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« Reply #14 on: April 14, 2005, 10:54:00 PM »
but i love you no matter how you spell
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