Art to be honest, you are getting ill, Cindy's son graduated recenetly, her observation of Elan boards makes sence. You were there 25 years ago? You blame your life today on elan? I READ EVRYTHING YOU WRITE. I KNOW IT WAS THE MOST FUCKED UP EXPERIENCE EVER! Maybe I didn't have it as bad as you, but I restrainded dozens of people, I watched peoples noses get broken in rings, I saw guys burn there hands to 3rd degree burns for fear of getting into trouble if they dropped the food. I was in horrible physical pain almost daily from my need to use to the bathroom not getting taken care of. I tried to get away and recieved the worst GM I saw and a 42 day shotdown where I acted perfectly. It just wouldn't end. I was also on an LE to wash the same tile all day for those 42 days. My only break to stop scrubbing with my rotting fingernails was to get a Smoking VR which was in a weird way refreshing, and was all shotdowns got. I was abused. I don't make a huge deal over it, and I love you as an elan brother and understand a portion of what you are going through. I wish my mom cared as much as Cindy does. I think Cindy checks on to this site because she wants a way to relate to her son. You shouldn't be so hurtful. SHE IS NOT Y-O-U-R MOTHER. She sent her son to a differefnt elan that both you and I went to. Like I said I read everything you write. I know you saw more fucked up shit than I did, I know you were more abused than I was, however, why would you try to place emotional pain on others? Knowing ...KNOWING how bad it feels. Why Art? Elan was terrible. But will you ever move on? Like I said I care and I know to an extent. Ive know you for too fucking long to get a nasty post from you. Try to understand how I feel, and incorporate it with how you feel. Don't be mean. I wouldn't want that directed towards me so If you have mean words...Simply do not respond. Send me a private mess Art if nec.
Love Maren
PS missy and jenn h were never nasty or abusive
