That place was warped dude. I think I know who you are and if you survived then congrats but I could rattle off a list of names of people who were in there with you who checked out permanently. One guy hung himself in his closet, another od'd but it was really intentional, another put a shotgun in his mouth and pulled the trigger, etc. Yeah there's some ranting and b.s. here but one way or another these places need to come down.