I AM SO GRATEFULL I WENT THREW KIDS THERE WAS NO WAY I WOULD BE ALIVE TODAY FOR ME I HAD TO BE WATCHED AND BASICALLY LOCK UP FROM THE OUTSIDE I MISS SOME PEOPLE BUT OTHERS WERE FUCKING PUSSIES SITTING THERE REBELLIOUS COPING OUT THATS WHY THERE FUCK UP STICK WITH THE WINNERS IS THERE ANY LEFT I SEE COMPLAINERS ,LOSERS ETC 10/13/89 WHEN I STARTED TO BECOME A MAN .