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kel78:
Life in the programs does make more sense.  It's structured, it's "safe", at least you feel safe when you can set your watch by different things, you grow accustomed to it, it does become your life, for better or for worse.  Sometimes it feels weird now, to say something or do something and have that little thing in the back of your mind go off with something you had branded on your brain as right or wrong or weird or whatever.

Anyway, understands what you mean... sometimes I miss the hermit-y feelings and the monotany myself.  It just goes with the territory.  Far as forgiving and forgetting, I remember being told once, in "Old Testament Law" (and they wondered why we hated some classes.. sheesh) that wrongs are remembered long.  

Good luck...

SyN:
I think that the hermit feelings contribute to their success. Its a serious power making us feel like we cant cope in "the real world". they dont need fences when they have that.  Its a power they can not controll after a while; us being human and all.


Anonymous Posted: 2002-10-09 20:19:00  

thats intense and thank you for sharing that definetly. and i will include you in my prayers.

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