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« on: January 02, 2005, 02:13:00 PM »
http://www.intrepidnetreporters.com/breaking8.htm

"I am not perfect and so could find many flaws with myself. It gave me a sense of power to blame myself for what was happening rather than to hold Don or Teen Help accountable. I was protecting those who were hurting me. It was so much easier to take all the responsibility for what was happening, because if I did not, I would have to start dwelling on the implications of how what I was experiencing might relate to my daughter?s safety.

"Listing my faults gave me a sense of control in a situation where I was really feeling out of control, especially in regards to concerns for my daughter?s welfare. Being accountable myself for everything that was happening, instead of holding Don and the program equally accountable, gave me a sense of empowerment. As strange as it would seem to me later, I started to experience emotions of joy and contentment. It was easier to focus on my "discovery" and my "magical inner child" than to realize that the situation was threatening and unpredictable. Much of the fear that I was trying to avoid, was fear of what may have been happening to my daughter without my knowledge in Jamaica. From my Seminar Defender perspective I had finally "gotten it" and the result was wonderful and euphoric feeling."



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