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Fran:
9th grade was the pits!!I went back to school acutally in the 8th grade from the seed but that was a very small private school and no one hasseled me.
but when I went to South Broward in Hollywood forget it. I was ridiculed, pushed, books pushed out of my arms, one time in art class when the teacher left the room a few kids took a paint brush with paint and painted my face...all the time calling me brainwashed, seedling. I can not forget that. And defend myself..how could I..I wasn't allowed to talk to them much less fight them or push them away.
And then of course I got to look forward to lunchtime with the seed monitors!! We couldn;t just eat lunch no we had to rap!!!! And if they saw me with someone other then a seedling...like maybe a new friend that wasn't a druggie it didn't matter. I was not supposed to talk with anyone!!
Anonymous:
but when I went to South Broward in Hollywood forget it. I was ridiculed, pushed, books pushed out of my arms, one time in art class when the teacher left the room a few kids took a paint brush with paint and painted my face...all the time calling me brainwashed, seedling. I can not forget that. And defend myself..how could I..I wasn't allowed to talk to them much less fight them or push them away. ::bangin:: :grin:
marshall:
Were you pissed just because they 'thought' you were that weak or because you really were so weak. Maybe because you were doing and saying things not because it was what you really felt or thought, but what you had been taught or programmed to say by the authorities at the seed. Were you standing up for your 'self'? Or just following the instructions to be a good seedling and be what they expected? I'm not condemning you at all. I was the same way. I was weak....so weak that I went along with whatever I was told at the seed. Behaved how I was told to behave, repeated the tired canned phrases I was told to repeat.
cleveland:
Personally I was afraid to do anything wrong. I was too old for school, but back at work I was in situations where I had to say things to people. Since I worked with Seed people, I knew I was being watched as well. Since I was afraid that I would have a 'druggy attitude,' if someone made a joke about drinking or getting high, or sex, or having fun, I had to make a disapproving face and say something, like, 'personally, I think that's fucked up.' It was awful. First of all, while it's great to 'take a stand,' it sucks to do it because you think you have to. Second, life is complex, and this approach renforced that black and white thinking. Finally, it separated the world into 'us and them.'
Tony Stark:
That's because Antigen suffers the human comdition. Always like some type of artificialb inteligence. Quite annoying little anti-Christ. :smokin:
Government can do something for the people only in proportion as it can do something to the people
Thomas Jefferson.
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