To james (I think):
You were from Va or NC. You were my newcomer after I had been there almost 2 years (mostly 1st phase), my dad had just married into a graduate family, I had a new sister staff member and they had forced me to move to 2nd phase. You were misbehaving and sent home with me (why?). I screamed at you as hard as I could. I had not been a screamer before this. I was freaked out and you were fucking around in the house. I screamed at you in group, too. I know I am not remembering your trauma completely, I was in trauma then too. Anyway, I'm not trying to justify my behavior, just give background for my apology. My punishment is that the guilt is really haunting me. :scared:
To anyone else I caused trauma. I am sorry. I have been healing from trauma for 16 years now, FWIT.