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ka!pow:
I just found an old journal I kept while I was at cedu. I totally forgot i had it. through the months, the progression to brainwashed is really visable. No wonder I had a hard time when I got out. I have a couple weeks until I go back to college, and i can't wait. It feels like nothing ever changed during the summer time. I have absolutly no friends in this place, because of the way I was when I left cedu.

CEDU IS A CULT:
Have you noticed how hard it is to be friends with anyone you know from CEDU?  Familiarity breeds contempt.  (I seem to like quoting the bible these days.)

It is uncomfortable, right?  Its always uncomfortable when you can't just be yourself.  Cedu did not allow anyone to just be themselves.  They strictly enforced their version of what and what not it was okay to be!

Eating pussy- NO!
Getting head- NO!
Fucking before marriage-NO!
Life threatening motor activities-NO!
Enjoying death metal- NO!
Smoking a joint- NO!
Wearing black- NO!
Wearing your shirt untucked- NO!

but seriously, just be yourself.  Realize that CEDU took away 2 1/2 years of you getting to know yourself.  Catch up on that.  Explore different things, take big chances, and hopefully survive all the better.  Be safe and have fun.  Go buy a motorcycle.  Go fishing.  Go camping.  Go smoke some herb if you like.  Check out music you like.  Get into things that you enjoy and you'll meet people who enjoy the same things.

Anonymous:
I totally agree. i have taken a long time to losen up, but somehow I got there. I am always myself. I can handle judgement way better than pretending. I am a crude bitch sometimes, but I won't apologize. As far as Cedu friends, I am offically out of touch with everyone I knew there. It make me a little sad. I think that happened for a number of reasons. You are probably right about that unbearable similarities theory. I would qoute frued on it, but I forget his exact words, and I don't want to seem like a complete jackass when I get it wrong. But it is nice to have people on the internet at least.

ka!pow:
didn't mean to post anonymously. not that it really matters either way, but what ever.

CEDU IS A CULT:
CEDU taught us to be bigoted assholes and that's why people don't like CEDUites.

No one likes to hang out with someone who inherently feels superior to others.

And anyone who went there knows that CEDU taught us that some people are inherently better then others.  Remember how older students were compared to younger students.  Then, by going through all the profeets, they convinced you that you were inherently superior (giant) to all humanity!- Not because of selfless altruistic acts or feats of human greatness, but just because you believe the CEDU religion.

The only thing missing at CEDU is the philosophy that if you don't believe- you're going to hell.

Now imagine being non-religious and having to hang out all the time with a Catholic who constantly thinks they are better then you and you are going to hell?

Help me lord CEDU, my lord and saviour.  Forgive my sins.  Oh thank you CEDU!  I'll worship you forever!!

Fuck CEDU in the fucking neck and fuck all who support CEDU in the fucking neck  and yeah that includes  Ottawa 2 and 5.  If you're so stupid that it takes this long to explain it to you, then fuck off.  We've explained plenty to you and you still don't get it.  I guess you never will or never want to.

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