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My Apology

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Anonymous:
I'll add to that, there are some crazy anon posters here, I agree but usually if you ignore them they go away.

Anonymous:
Oh yeah this is for bryan! *ashley*

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 How old are u?....u're hot...just the way u express u're self is so fucking hot. oh man what stae do u live in? I WANT YOU! *Ashley*

CEDU IS A CULT:
If you think it's funny it's not.

I'm not on this site looking for pussy.

There are kids fucking dying inside up there right fucking now!

Let's work together on this!

I even invite "Adolf" to help out.  I admire his obviously intense anger and only wish he would be an ally rather then an enemy.  He could channel that intensity towards something truly great and noble.

I was once like him.  I did some horribly brutal things to people in the past that I am very ashamed of.  I did a lot of time behind bars in my 8 years of that lifestyle and I discovered I could use that intensity for something positive.

As a result, I have not shot or sold Heroin in 2 years, not been to jail or prison, and I have a beautiful 3 bedroom 3 bath house and I make serious bankroll.

I could have just been a common street thug, but I changed my life with help from some real good people.  They were the kind of guys that I wish could have helped me 14 yrs ago at CEDU.  It would have spared me and others a hell of a lot of pain.

I guess, now that I've been helped to change, I want to give back to others and help others.  I OWE it as a pennance for the horrible, disgusting, barbaric, brutal things I used to do.

It really sickens me to even remember those things.

So, I want to help kids at CEDU, because I didn't get the help I needed there.

I'm really living a life FAR beyond what I deserve for what I've done and I really believe that if I don't do something positive for other people as an act of pure unselfishness, that somehow Karma is going to come back and take everything away.

So now you have the true story.  I'm deeply ashamed of my violent disgusting past (mostly after graduating CEDU) and that is why I am so intent on fighting CEDU and all that it stands for.

I keep my eye on the target.

Anonymous:
How did you actually get off drugs? Just do it yourself? Did you go to AA?

CEDU IS A CULT:
I kicked heroin under a blanket on a cardboard box in San Francisco under the 5 freeway.  It was 4 days of fucking hell.  2nd question: No.  I don't believe in A A for myself, but it is very very very good for some people.

I just found you have to have more reasons not to do drugs then to do drugs.

If I do drugs, I hurt people in order to get money.  It's the only way I know how.  I don't want to do that anymore.  So now I have a great job, cars, motorcycles, 2 kids, house, friends, etc...

I don't want to lose any of that and if I do drugs I will.

Initially to get clean, I went to a halfway house.  It only cost $400 per month and I had a private room with my own key.  It really helped me get back on my feet.

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