Terri Volk, Ralph, Maria, Bob Oldman, Hiram Sibley and at times Tania. All the others can meet up with me in a ring and see what it feels like. Give them a GM and VR and see how it touches their lives. God will judge tham more than us. Keep the faith survivors, it gets better, and reach out when you need it. It may be hard to find, but it is there, and its name is not Jordan.