Listen, if you want to be Anon, thats fine, but if you have something to share you should reveal yourself and maybe someone can help who had a similar experience. The point of these sites is to share and get help. If you fear being known thats okay, but no one can tell if what you are saying is true or a hoax because of the vagueness and anon. I think Anon should be welcome, but if you are reaching out I feel going anon is not the way to do it. This is just my opinion, it is neither right or wrong. But please, don't abuse the sight. Artman may have his issues, we all do, but I bet he could give you some insight and maybe some help if you needed it. Stop the pointless bickering, be yourself, some dumb people may judge you, but you will find many Elan survivors that will not and who care. Do you really think people like Art go to this sight to be dicks? Think about it, use the forum to your advntage, you may be surprised.