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MommaDebi:
No I went to St Paul's and Temple Beth El until 2nd grade, moved to Tampa (mom's 3rd marriage) until I was out of 7th grade, then i moved to St Pete with my father. Started 8th grade at Tyrone Jr High,the Seed happened, then I went to Gibbs.

Some of those names are familiar to me.Toby Shea seems familiar. Did you know a Steve Levin (Tackle Shack)? Linda or Bob Beaudette? Mark Sibilia?
 I was friends mainly with a Cindy Shook,& Terri Williams before the Seed, since I was new to area and shy... I did not make many friends. I was living with an active alcoholic (did not know that my father was that until I was there) and it was very embarrassing to have people over because it could be a bad place to be.So I quickly learned to not have people in the house.

My father did belong to Elks and we were there quite abit (cheap way to drink)... we lived on 23rd Ave N and 50th St.

GregFL:
Get out, I went to Temple Beth El in kindergaten. If we are the same age.....
I was actually kicked out. i was kinda a blonde bully. Here is one story. There was one black girl that went there and she kissed me, and I punched her. Another kid I picked up and dropped on the concrete floor. Remember the big cardboard bulding blocks?

MommaDebi:
Is not this a small world!! I was in Kindergarten at Temple Beth El, probally the same time!



I have got to tell you though, it is common for survivors (of some of my personal issues before and after the Seed) to have very little memory of times in their life.



So I have had to struggle with this blank slate of most of my life, I have about 5 memories between 4 & 13yrs old, 10 or so of ages 14-19, and I started getting better at about 22 years old.

I have very good memories of the last 20 years or so...see told you I was getting better!



It used to anger and frighten me this lack of knowledge of my own life...until I realised it was my safety mechanism my brain gave me!! So I accept it.



It is interesting to note that this board has allowed me to have more memories surface so that I could heal them. I am very grateful for that!



Thanks again for your kindness.Sure don't seem like the big bully to me!! (LOL)

 
As an aside, it is truly no wonder that I have never had a religion to bond and believe in! What with Temple Beth El services on the Sabbath, followed by confession Sat afternoons before Mass at St Paul's Sun sabbath.
Then with each of my mother's marriages (she's on #5 now and only 59 yrs old--yes i am 43 almost 44...LOL) came a different religion: Episcopal, Methodist, Prsbyterian (that big on on Tyrone/9thAve N.).....Crazy.Each of them all said they were right!...

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[ This Message was edited by: MommaDebi on 2002-07-23 11:46 ]

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