On 2005-09-21 01:26:00, Anonymous wrote:
"this is probably ford cuz she was @ tlc too. she played the role of an innocent female yet i could see she's a faker. my guess is that eyecandy is ford."
congratulations. i am bridget forde WITH AN "E". i am an activist for every human beings rights, in my 2nd year of college and a pre-law major currently focusing on the feild of administration of justice. at TLC, one may assume a "role" if that is how u want to put it. tho i cannot honestly say that what i did was in fact assume a role. i came to TLC and i absolutely hated it, i plotted every way possible to get my parents to take me home. it didnt work. after rebelling, i finally had to stick to the progarm to get out.. it sort of worked... becuase i didnt screw up enough, i wasnt moved through the progarm like other fuck ups... i had to work hard. at TLC my goal was to not get into trouble, to keep my head down, and get out so i could move on with my life. i really hate the idea of having my identity out on the web, but what can i do? a persons word isnt powerful if they are afraid. now i am 18 and their is nothing the bundy's can do to me. im not afraid of them. i have respect for them, but not in the way they run their program, though i hear it is very reformed and different now. when miss connie, ms kris and miss crystal filed a child abuse complaint, i was the only cadet who backed them up, the only cadet who stood up to miss will mr jake and sgt jensen and stood up for what i believed in!!! all the rest of you lied and said whatever it took to save your asses. i had been there for 7 months, but i didnt care. i felt the way the program was run was horribly and possibly against the law and definately against ones morals. i was day 1 restarted for my beliefs and put in bootcamp. but i made a deal with ms willa, went back to residency after a few days, went to senior residency, worked my ass off, went to jr staff and graduated on november 13 2004. im proud of myself for graduating. i hated that program, i still have nightmares about it, i think it was run in a horrible and inhumane way and i will never ever put my child through that or suggest to anyone else to do it, tho i will not lie... it saved my life, but it broke my spirit and my self esteem in the process. ive had my ups and downs as has had anyone else, but im so glad that chapter of my life is over.....
well you think im fake... go ahead... i honestly dont care of what you think of me, because i know who i am... and im a real ass person... im not afraid to speak out for myself or others and im a strong young lady who has worked hard to get where i am today. im not a vindictive person, though i spare no love on the bundy family or theyre program. think what you will. you are entitled to your own opinion as i am to mine.
