A lot of peope who have been to CEDU have flashbacks - it comes about from the trauma of being in a mind control camp.
It often starts with anxiety, then panic attacks, then flashbacks.
I was not able to get the place out of my head and it has been years.
I think I will find peace when I know that no other person will have to go through being there. When CEDU no longer exists I will be able to sleep and rest again.
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http://fornits.com/wwf/viewtopic.php?to ... m=11#44792 Maximus
Familiar Face
Joined: 2004-04-11
Posts: 64 The Memory Thing
Posted: 2004-04-13 17:14:00
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If you have a photographic memory I envy you. I have had CRS all of my life. Sometimes it pays off, other times it is tough to get by.
If your memory serves you when you need it, then it is a blessing. If memories come to you when you don't want them and run with anxiety, then you could have a trauma related issue or an anxiey an/or mood related problem.
Bottom line, if it doesn't bother you or cause you problems with others count your blessings. People come in many different models with different strengts and weaknesses. It's all good if you are ok with it, others don't suffer, and you can get what you want. We are all great and marginal beings balanced between birth and death. [ This Message was edited by: Maximus on 2004-04-13 17:16 ]
