Frank,
I don't like giving my full name online at this site that much but this is Kevin Fitzpatrick chrise murphy, In kids I was Kevin Murphy, a young 14 year old boy, I remember you very well, you were my staff treatment planner when Tom B#$a Came and had you set back from staff and I remember when you coped out, I always liked you as a person in kids because you knew what it was like to be the young one so you always had me under your wing ina weird kind of way, I never forgot you for that when so many mocked me cause I was young and small, Well I am now 27 and not to have an ego but in much better shape than half of those who left kids because it is part of my profession to be fit and in shape, but as for as the nightmares are concerned, yes i have them just as well, and even though I have been out for so long another nightmare began when I left, My high school was afraid of me and were always making me meet a shrink cause they thought I would go crazy and hurt A LOT OF PEOPLE, I never did such a thing. But at the end of the day I don't know what was worse being in kids or dealing with life after kids, I almost died when I was 18 on dec 13 1992, I tried to end my life and if not for my friend by chance coming to my house at 10 am I would have died cause I took so many pills the doctor couldn't figure out why I have lived, But I did live and had to move on, I have been so blessed by many people who pushed me to gon in life cause they felt I had something to offer life so let me say I always liked you Frank because beyond the brainwashing in Kids you were a nice guy and you had a good heart cause you always told me I was 13 whe I came here and one day you will be a man, after you said that in an intake room they took you away and set you back, I never forgot that day and will never forget you, life is so tough sometimes I know it is. But in the names of those we once loved in our group who are dead we, myself must move on beacue there is a life for us and we can be a voice to those who don't understand, Yes we were all victims, despite our mistakes that led us to kids, but we can be a voice, because we are the voice, we are still alive and therfore we will rise, so know that you are loved cause you are ,I believe in God very much and i know he has plan for all of us, sometimes i just need to except that, But you take car of yourself frank, you are not the fuckup they made you out to be, you lost the boy in you yes, but don't let them break the man, God loves us all and we all love you as eachother, we can't admit it cause it so painful but we all do, I live my life of who I am therefore I am he I am kevin, God bless, the story has a long way till it's end
Kevin Fitzpatrick Chrise Murphy
