You know what pisses me the fuck off? Looking at the list of names and seeing how many children of the program have died. Yeah, we will hear arguments that some of them were in bad shape blah blah blah.... And I am not about to directly blame anyone because I do not know how the majority of these souls passed. But the thing that ticks me is I know how I dealt with Kids after I left. I wasn't to nice to my phsyical being, unable to hold a relationship with my 'KIDS parents, with my birth mother after she found me and numerous other relationships. I know that I struggled after I left to the point nothing really mattered. It was a bad time in my life and comparable to being in that dump. I beat it. What is important to me is MY family today and moving on with my life. I have a good carreer, probably better than shitbag Newton. At least I'm not broke! Yet, when I look at the names of all of us on that list, then see the RIP's, it is a reminder that not everyone made it. That pisses me off....