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« Reply #15 on: January 29, 2004, 08:30:00 PM »
This board aint going anywhere...dont sweat it
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« Reply #16 on: January 29, 2004, 09:31:00 PM »
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On 2004-01-29 17:30:00, Therion wrote:

"This board aint going anywhere...dont sweat it"


Okay, no worries here.  

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« Reply #17 on: January 30, 2004, 06:17:00 AM »
If it does we will just start another....fuck them
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« Reply #18 on: January 30, 2004, 07:40:00 AM »
"Internal Primates Forever"

Cop provisions feed my addictions mistakes I made then
I opened up the holes and they crawled in,
Now when it's time for the feed they won't let me forget,
They ride upon my back and they'll fuck me with their need,
My invisible enemies all my monkeys

Their coming they're coming their coming they're coming to take me
away.

Disgusted with my position so submissive I am the only way we get
away is give in sharpen up the razors stab the needles into pipes to
kill cravings so sick of this in me can't stand the want to need
can't get free always got a grip on me

There's no use to fight this wrenching tourniquet of deprivation
obedience subservience leads to substance

Do you want more give it to me

Leave my motivation to chemical dependency no room for patience
Don't want it need it come on right now


Everything I've become now is everything I didn't want to be

Every time I try to run away I fall on my face they drag me back
Every time I try to run away I fall on my face

Help! They won't leave me alone

If I would have known back then what I know now I 'd take it back
If I would have known back then what I know now I 'd take it
back,
I'd take it back I'd take it all fuckin' back

Stay away stay away
Hold me I'm shaking violently
Pull me out of my covering
Mold me into a new man
Lull me into a deep sleep

There's no use to fight this wrenching tourniquet of deprivation
obedience subservience leads to substance

Even if you want you can't stop

Internal primates forever
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« Reply #19 on: January 30, 2004, 01:16:00 PM »
who is that? :???:
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« Reply #20 on: January 30, 2004, 01:52:00 PM »
Circle within circle
And when that hour came
From words they passed to deeds
Spires, spirals, and stones rise
And in the distance, a cathedral in flames

Given a chance to recover his breath
And exposed to the process once more

The youth squirmed in a shower of gold
That etched on his skin the words
"Paradise stands in the shadow of swords"
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« Reply #21 on: January 30, 2004, 07:07:00 PM »
From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I loved, I loved alone.
Then- in my childhood, in the dawn
Of a most stormy life- was drawn
From every depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent, or the fountain,
From the red cliff of the mountain,
From the sun that round me rolled
In its autumn tint of gold,
From the lightning in the sky
As it passed me flying by,
From the thunder and the storm,
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view.
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« Reply #22 on: January 30, 2004, 07:53:00 PM »
.../nods   fucking awesome :tup:  :tup:
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« Reply #23 on: January 31, 2004, 02:26:00 PM »
internal strife ...

this vortex
that consumes - ensnares
the crumbling membranes
                        of my brain;
is but
a whirlwind - a tornado
                        out of control;
many gyroscopes
each
on a different axis
rotating at
            irregular speeds
flinging
         thoughts - ideas
                                        - abilities off;
off in all directions ... disassociated
from
each other.

the thunderous roar - deafening
                                             shutting out
             all sounds, voices, senses -
yet
envelopes -
            confining all else
within
       the crumbling walls
of
this battered - scarred cranium -
my fractured skull
                 

what was ...
             my head ...







Author Notes                                  
                             
"internal strife" is a window into the depths of my soul - wounded by the many years of injustice and inhumane treatment of mostly innocent victims of a cruel-cruel world - all of which that I have personally endured and/or witnessed. very few people have an inkling as to how the traumatised mind functions - if at all. my PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder) and ADHD (attention deficit hyperactive disorder) impedes the completion of any project, especially one that requires deep concentration.  

    :scared:

A great many people think they are thinking when they are merely rearranging their prejudices.
-- William James

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udging people along the narrow stereotypes of ethnicity, colour, creed or gender; is nothing by the aberration of an insecure people - a total disrespect for humanity.

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« Reply #24 on: February 01, 2004, 12:13:00 AM »
who is that?  /QUOTE



  Mudvayne ::drummer::
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« Reply #25 on: February 01, 2004, 12:17:00 AM »
Insanity runs in my family back many generations..well depression, my grandmother was schizophrenic...

 We have a bad streak in our bloodline, and it all came to a head in me...combined with Straight..and damn near crippling addiction..
 Just the kind of guy you ladies always wanted

Haha my ex wife told me she would never want to have a child with me because it would be nuts. And I didnt even realize what a shitty thing that was to say until long after...because I learned in straight that being put down by people is how they show they care..

" We Loooove Ya (insert name here)!"

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