This is for you Kaydeejaded......
I vent my frustrations at you old man..
AFter years your ears will hear
You screamed that "you tried"
But its words of a weakiling...
and promises made by a drunken liar, fucking liar
Now you pick up that splintered chair that
was aiming for your head
A head that should have long ago been kicked in
by me
Alone
I wont lose a second of sleep over this
Orphaned to the dope and drinks I learned my lessons well
Somehow, from you, no tears. Cant clutch my regrets
But these years of detatchment have left me with demons...now surfacing
But Im becoming more than nothing
You never knew the answers to any of my questions...did you?
You made up all the answers to my unimportant existance
But now you dont have to dump me off...not again
Dont ever touch me again
I vow...lest I die tomorrow
Youll never be the father I am
The bastard father to the thousands
of the ugly, criticised and unwanted
The ones with fathers just like you
Im shoving my life right down your throat
Can I find the guts? Can I feel the heart?
Look at the ground as you choke me up
Does it taste like tequila or failure?
Were fucking you back
25 years
[ This Message was edited by: Therion on 2004-01-18 22:56 ]