Who here is defending elan,after witnessing the emotional wreckage it has left on these folks? I don't think this war here is "pro program" vs."anti program". The only "pro programmers" were Whooter and a couple of knuckle heads from the Cleveland seed,who seem to be long gone from here. No,this is personal. This is Wayne vs. Danny. And if you've been following this, then you know logic and reasoning aren't going to work. A moderator could squash the whole thing but nobody seems to want to. So let the fur fly. (not you Ursus)
That is a fact!
I'm not saying anyone here is still actually involved in any cultic group. It's more like the way people exposed to domestic violence so often wind up in one abusive relationship after another. Yes, this is Wayne v Danny. & it reads a lot like accounts i've seen of a door knocking. @ least that's my take on it.
But who am I to decide for any of you folks what you may or may not say? Es no mi jjob, meign!
Yes, Danny, you do remind me of my older brother, but only when you get into full on director mode. Otherwise, you're usually far more civil to me than he's been since I did the unthinkable & split the program almost 30 years ago.
"Full on Director Mode". I know one thing we don't normally say these things to one another. I get it Antigen. But just for the record look at your youngest that is how old I was when I was left with no where to go. I had already been homeless didn't want it again. So at 17 I made a decision and left at 19.
FUCK YOU ALL, if you choose to make fun of this, hold it over my head and use it as a weapon to beat me when you don't like what it is I am saying.
With all your intelligence Antigen it still can't compensate for the lack of emotional maturity. Only a person (survivor) who is still stuck in her own confusion makes a statement like this to another survivor who endured my circumstances.
It is so important to you to look as if you are disengaged with me and that you supporting this fictitious other side.
I salute you for running away, I didn't. I had no where else to go besides back to juvie. I ran away from Marathon House, Diagnostic Center twice and the children's center I was placed at 8 years old 3 times. Everytime I was either brought back to the place I was at or as I got older, authorities placed me in juvie.
Sad part about all this fucking insanity. It was all happening because I kept running away from an abusive environment (home) and the authorities and my parents kept placing me into another abusive situation.
