24 October
Wayne Kernochan
Ya want to know the truth? I'm happy my book helped people, but it has had the opposite effect on me. I was happy before I knew about the TTI. I log on every day and my stomach flips. I'm anxious, miserable and suicidal most of the time.
My sexuality and my sexual assault are ridiculed. I constantly wonder what that creep is up to. I thank God I don't know where he is because I would have done him serious harm
I hate that I hate, but I do. I thought that part of me was gone, but it's back with a severity I didn't know existed. My doctor wants to put me in the hospital. I haven't written anything since I posted this thing
I wish I could take it all back
You know what Wayne those could have been my words exactly to, you fake tormentor. You have stalked me since late 2008, you have made up one lie after another about me and been busted at them all. You say could not even remember Albert Beauchane and he was there when you say you were (this is a bunch of BS because Albert gave you this supposed valuable information you think you have). You have harassed my sister and her daughter, my sister in law about her dead son and my family about our dead mother should I go on because nothing has been sacred with you.
You posted lies about me and stalked me all over the internet, impersonating me so others would believe it is me committing the abusive acts ect...ect...ect...Now you want to cry about my actions which have been nil compared to you over the past 2 years.
You said this book helped people?
What in this book has helped anybody...I don't get it? Seriously? This book wasn't about helping anybody including you, Wayne. First off Wayne you would have had to have gone to Elan (which you did not) and then succumbed to these heinous abuses Elan shelled out (which you did not). So I ask again what content in this memoir has helped anyone when the you the author has lied about his involvement?
Stop with your fake suicidal remarks and I am a Pan Sexual weirdness. You are neither, you are a sick twisted chameleon. You will be whatever you think that person wants you to be in order to get what you want (if you want to call that Pan Sexual go ahead). Sad part is most of the time all you want is attention. I have talked with you enough on the phone that I would know if you were or not. You say you are Pan Sexual so you can garner attention from Kat, Siobhan and the other lesbian women (who are organizers, founders and Admin's) so that they will identify with you, feel a kinship (so to speak) and through that help you gain recognition along with your book.
Wayne I have never disliked or had such a lack of respect for a person as you in my entire life. You take fraud to the utmost extreme you just don't know when to quit. You abuse a privilege only a true survivor should have and make it obscene. You lie with impunity, no guilt or shame.
The biggest characteristic about you that most of my friends, family and I really are shocked about is your ability to lie. You are really really good at it. You showed Siobhan, Lee Goldman and a good many others a fake piece of paper you had replicated to look like a monthly progress report. Every body swallowed that up because they didn't know if it is real or not and they just wanted to believe you. But you made sure you never showed me though, Wayne I have a copy that you scanned for someone else. You have made up what you think is a copy of a monthly report and are trying to pass it off as real. What a pathetic jerk. I keep telling you, You don't have as many friends as you think.
I tell you these things because more and more survivors eyes are opening to your treachery and your lies. You are definitely not this woeful survivor tormented by this demonic monster. You are the only one tormenting you and creating your own sadness. You are crying now because your book of lies was exposed for the sham it was and your dreams went down the drain. Well go find another sucker Wayne because I damn sure will not lie down and take it asshole.
You will not use me as a ticket to make money.
The only way this is going to work for you Wayne is for you to tell the truth. Try it sometime it does pay off.
