Thanks for the congrats! I had a lot of help.
Well - first, one has to WANT to change, right?
which I so desperately did.
Second, I think most of us had some form of 'demon' and made a choice OR NOT to get to the core and get to work on the changes.
Third, is to realize if "you're going through hell, keep on going" -Winston Churchill
...and I did!!!
I give the Seed credit in providing me the tools in which to take command of my life. It's very sad to hear someone has gone back to an old lifestyle or is in constant struggle for happiness - never feeling worthy of the grace to be alive. Due to many trials in my life, there were times after graduation that I too, considered suicide, but alas, I'm chicken.
It sounds so cliche, but I never believe there is anyone to blame but ourselves for our choices and behaviors.
Yes - I look in the mirror every day and give thanks for another day above ground.