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« Reply #30 on: April 17, 2006, 12:54:00 PM »
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« Reply #31 on: April 17, 2006, 02:21:00 PM »
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" Welcome to Straight Inc, brainwash center of the Nazis for decency. Sit up straight or we'll sit on you as we corrode your mind. We'll chip away your brain in raps for 12 hours a day followed by Moral Inventories and homo fun at the foster home. Don't forget to watch newcomers shitting-- wouldn't want them to have any privacy where they might feel human. IF you don't get straight we'll just fuck you up real good maybe we'll get Dr Newton to yank some of your hair out or maybe some faggot will strip search you at the intake room while he tells you he used to have sex with animals. Then we'll give you some starchy food that tastes like shit or maybe some delicious thawed PBJ sandwiches and tell me why you deserve that glass of water. Take a shower and wait for the faggot to open the curtain on you to make sure you're not beating it because that's what he'd do. Then go carve on your arms with a spork and if you rock out in your head we'll sit on you some more isn't this great we're all getting straight nowlove yougroup oh yes it's so very wonderful now that I have my awareness oh yes it is.Meanwhile back at Straight it's a bustass rap everybody's drenched ins weat some freakout psycho sitting next to you just shit his pants they won't let him change them noway "You need to learn to discipline yourself" the 5th pahaser told him easy for him to say he doesn't have to sit next to the psycho kid and smell his shit fumes gagging mixed with the smello body odor motivation sounds like a pack of dogs having a group epileptic convulsion the staff are obviously power crazed and insane the higher the level the more obviously insane they don't really think their helping anybody do they this is a fucking nightmare saw some freak beating it during open meeting last night he got ripped a new asshole in review what a fucking freakshow this place is kids who tried to sniff white out sitting next to 24 year old violent felons all supervised by some sex offender court ordered to straight and he did real well on his phases your honor I'd recommend the charges be dropped he does so much good work with the kids see he's on staff now and then he goes to the foster home and peeks through the bathroom door at naked kids and goes upstairs to fuck his foster brother then tomarrow he'll confront some kid who admitted to gay thoughts in his past maybe later cop a feel while he's restraining some misbehaver some of those kids just freak out explode and start flailing at anybody within reach the cool ones just go aftrer robot straightlings I elbowed some cunt in the jaw he kept putting his knuckles in my back so I thought "ok I'll motivate" then I jabbed my elbow into the side of his jaw and a bunch of kids jumped out of their chairs and I got restrained but dickhead has a nice welt on his jaw fuck you asshole they got really pissed when I said "Heil Hitler" really loud and I feel very good about myself and I think about smoking joints and killing staff all the time oh my it is so nice to see another misbehaver kick a staff trainee in the nuts haha hah haha it is very funny oh so funny yes it is burn in hell you fucked up straight incorporated program now I do more drugs than ever fuck you And the songs they sing here are ridiculous singsongy nursery rhymes designed to annoy you and take you back to a moldable infantile level and the stupid cheesy hand motions whose idea was that is it to impress the parents with how docile and cute the beastly druggies have become and the girls here with the weird haircuts and no makeup they stood some guy up for looking at girls in group and tore into him about how they would never have anything to do with him and how he might as well turn gay because a druggie loser like him was never going to find a girl who'd want him anyway I mean christ he's a fourteen year old kid of course he looks at girls they're yelling at him like that for about an hour and what the fuck they tell him to have a seat love ya next up some girl telling stories she's making up to cry about to show the group and staff that she really wants to be straight and now they're motivating and confronting her with what a whore she was and how she's still a whore and needs to change and they keep telling her what a slut she is I saw you looking over at the guy's side get this bitch out of group this place is insane it makes you crazy I'm getting the hell out of here as soon as I can got to keep thinking about something else besides this hell I know that I can hold out long enough to leave this is like drowning in a sea of madness I have to hold out I can hold out I dream of how sweet it wil be drinking whiskey and dancing on Dr. Newton's grave ha ha yes it will be so fun... Rotting my brain away in some stifling hot warehouse two hundred kids ninety eight degrees motivation they call it an almost spastic outburst a flapping of the arms almost always accompanied by grunts and leg movement bouncing in the chair like som trained animal begging for treat they call on you you stand up and share they call it talk about your feelings you make up some lie tell some embellished story make yourself cry about something that felt damn good when you did it but now I know it;s all just part of my druggie will but oh no it's not me not my real self yeah right loveya boy how did you say that and keep a straight face pun intended but what the fuck yeah man I felt really bad about skipping school and smoking grass I know I'll tell them I was selling coke to younger kids next time I'll make up a good one think about my grandma dying or puppies getting hurt while I share it so I cry and convince the staff I'm really working to get straight oh yeah bring my brain back when you're done with it Miller old pal I'll be so happy when I kick your teeth in in Hell oh yes oh my but it will be splendid yes it will  Now my brain is dead from too much Straight man I can't ever forget that cheesy open meeting what a ruse that pompous ass Newton going off like he's some angel of god sent to help those poor messed up kids all they need is tough love don't be manipulated by their lies and deception parents they just want to leave here and get high with their druggie friends and if you love them you will just leave them here and then some staff member bitch tells her story like all the other zombies I was so fucked up and miserable except she doesn't say fucked up of course then I came here and all the love helped me to turn my life around and I'm straight and oh so happy now I don't even want to get fucked I'm just like some eternally prepubescent toy mom and dad no worries for you now then the parents all of them failures at dealing with their own kids somehow had the insight to find this wonderful program for the little druggie ingrates it's for his own good says the stepdad who is tired of raising some other guy's kid it's cause we love you son that's why we brought you here so you can get the help you need the brochure says this is the best place in the country for druggies like you and they couldn't lie about a ninety-five percent success rate it says it right there next to the president's endorsement thank god we live in a country that has a place like this for you goddamn kids oh so right you are mother Im' very well now thank you oh so much better now yes it was a wonderful time oh yes it was so nice it was. today the brainscrub sesions have gotten around to what they call rules rap christ there are so many stupid rules the group starts motivating to get called on a bunch of circus seals going for a fish from some clown's hand what's the first and most important rule that staff bitch said some girl gets called on she's kinda cute nice tits longer hair than most of the girls here dark eyes honesty is the first and most important rule and now for the reason they always say why they have the rule usually that's as big a crock of shit as the rule itself honesty to me is not holding anything back and letting my group know what I'm feeling because in my past I would hold feelings in and avoid myself through drugs and images and guy/girl relationships and now I'm here to work on myself and my drug problem and I can't do that if I'm not honest good love ya who's next I mean what bullshit--how is being honest and open transparent some of them call it a good or even a realistic idea from the guy in front of the liquor store trying to bum a cigarette to the cop who's stopped you for speeding to the raging mad brute who wants to know if you're fucking his wife there are definitely times when it's never in your best interests to be honest it's so fucked up the way they talk about honesty when they are so full of shit themselves they lied to everyone here they're still lying to them now all the parents yeah your child will die without us it's a good thing you called us he would probably be dead by next thursday if he didn't come in my god what idiots to believe that line of shit and dr newton that's the biggest lie of all even I know he's not a psychiatrist just has some seminary degree great some psycho bible thumper is in charge of my life I gotta get out of here that's the first and most important rule fuck honesty fuck no talking out in group fuck no druggie friends and druggie ties fuck no druggie slang fuck no tv and radio fuck no talking behind backs fuck chain of command this is so bizarre does anyone out there know what's going on in here tis is crazy I'm getting the hell out of here the first and most important rule is find a way to get the hell out of here do I break a window at the foster home do I punch whoever I need to and run or do I lay low and leave from school or work love ya third phase got to get out of here must resist until then god I hate you straight inc burn in hell you fucking staff fuck and all you zombie freaks that like this hell oh yes you do you like it some of you I want to break your fucking faces you stupid zombie straightiling piece of shit yes I do"



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« Reply #32 on: April 17, 2006, 02:32:00 PM »
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 I dream of how sweet it wil be drinking whiskey and dancing on Dr. Newton's grave ha ha yes it will be so fun...


See ya there!

In Germany they came first for the Communists, and I didn?t speak up because I wasn?t a Communist. Then they came for the Jews, and I didn?t speak up because I wasn?t a Jew. Then they came for the trade unionists, and I didn?t speak up because I wasn?t a trade unionist. Then they came for Catholics, and I didn?t speak up because I was a Protestant. Then they came for me, and by that time no one was left to speak up."
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« Reply #33 on: August 09, 2006, 11:16:37 AM »
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« Reply #34 on: August 09, 2006, 09:07:54 PM »
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" Welcome to Straight Inc, brainwash center of the Nazis for decency. Sit up straight or we'll sit on you as we corrode your mind. We'll chip away your brain in raps for 12 hours a day followed by Moral Inventories and homo fun at the foster home. Don't forget to watch newcomers shitting-- wouldn't want them to have any privacy where they might feel human. IF you don't get straight we'll just fuck you up real good maybe we'll get Dr Newton to yank some of your hair out or maybe some faggot will strip search you at the intake room while he tells you he used to have sex with animals. Then we'll give you some starchy food that tastes like shit or maybe some delicious thawed PBJ sandwiches and tell me why you deserve that glass of water. Take a shower and wait for the faggot to open the curtain on you to make sure you're not beating it because that's what he'd do. Then go carve on your arms with a spork and if you rock out in your head we'll sit on you some more isn't this great we're all getting straight nowlove yougroup oh yes it's so very wonderful now that I have my awareness oh yes it is.Meanwhile back at Straight it's a bustass rap everybody's drenched ins weat some freakout psycho sitting next to you just shit his pants they won't let him change them noway "I want you to learn to discipline yourself" the 5th pahaser told him easy for him to say he doesn't have to sit next to the psycho kid and smell his shit fumes gagging mixed with the smello body odor motivation sounds like a pack of dogs having a group epileptic convulsion the staff are obviously power crazed and insane the higher the level the more obviously insane they don't really think their helping anybody do they this is a fucking nightmare saw some freak beating it during open meeting last night he got ripped a new asshole in review what a fucking freakshow this place is kids who tried to sniff white out sitting next to 24 year old violent felons all supervised by some sex offender court ordered to straight and he did real well on his phases your honor I'd recommend the charges be dropped he does so much good work with the kids see he's on staff now and then he goes to the foster home and peeks through the bathroom door at naked kids and goes upstairs to fuck his foster brother then tomarrow he'll confront some kid who admitted to gay thoughts in his past maybe later cop a feel while he's restraining some misbehaver some of those kids just freak out explode and start flailing at anybody within reach the cool ones just go aftrer robot straightlings I elbowed some cunt in the jaw he kept putting his knuckles in my back so I thought "ok I'll motivate" then I jabbed my elbow into the side of his jaw and a bunch of kids jumped out of their chairs and I got restrained but dickhead has a nice welt on his jaw fuck you asshole they got really pissed when I said "Heil Hitler" really loud and I feel very good about myself and I think about smoking joints and killing staff all the time oh my it is so nice to see another misbehaver kick a staff trainee in the nuts haha hah haha it is very funny oh so funny yes it is burn in hell you fucked up straight incorporated program now I do more drugs than ever fuck you And the songs they sing here are ridiculous singsongy nursery rhymes designed to annoy you and take you back to a moldable infantile level and the stupid cheesy hand motions whose idea was that is it to impress the parents with how docile and cute the beastly druggies have become and the girls here with the weird haircuts and no makeup they stood some guy up for looking at girls in group and tore into him about how they would never have anything to do with him and how he might as well turn gay because a druggie loser like him was never going to find a girl who'd want him anyway I mean christ he's a fourteen year old kid of course he looks at girls they're yelling at him like that for about an hour and what the fuck they tell him to have a seat love ya next up some girl telling stories she's making up to cry about to show the group and staff that she really wants to be straight and now they're motivating and confronting her with what a whore she was and how she's still a whore and needs to change and they keep telling her what a slut she is I saw you looking over at the guy's side get this bitch out of group this place is insane it makes you crazy I'm getting the hell out of here as soon as I can got to keep thinking about something else besides this hell I know that I can hold out long enough to leave this is like drowning in a sea of madness I have to hold out I can hold out I dream of how sweet it wil be drinking whiskey and dancing on Dr. Newton's grave ha ha yes it will be so fun... Rotting my brain away in some stifling hot warehouse two hundred kids ninety eight degrees motivation they call it an almost spastic outburst a flapping of the arms almost always accompanied by grunts and leg movement bouncing in the chair like som trained animal begging for treat they call on you you stand up and share they call it talk about your feelings you make up some lie tell some embellished story make yourself cry about something that felt damn good when you did it but now I know it;s all just part of my druggie will but oh no it's not me not my real self yeah right loveya boy how did you say that and keep a straight face pun intended but what the fuck yeah man I felt really bad about skipping school and smoking grass I know I'll tell them I was selling coke to younger kids next time I'll make up a good one think about my grandma dying or puppies getting hurt while I share it so I cry and convince the staff I'm really working to get straight oh yeah bring my brain back when you're done with it Miller old pal I'll be so happy when I kick your teeth in in Hell oh yes oh my but it will be splendid yes it will  Now my brain is dead from too much Straight man I can't ever forget that cheesy open meeting what a ruse that pompous ass Newton going off like he's some angel of god sent to help those poor messed up kids all they need is tough love don't be manipulated by their lies and deception parents they just want to leave here and get high with their druggie friends and if you love them you will just leave them here and then some staff member bitch tells her story like all the other zombies I was so fucked up and miserable except she doesn't say fucked up of course then I came here and all the love helped me to turn my life around and I'm straight and oh so happy now I don't even want to get fucked I'm just like some eternally prepubescent toy mom and dad no worries for you now then the parents all of them failures at dealing with their own kids somehow had the insight to find this wonderful program for the little druggie ingrates it's for his own good says the stepdad who is tired of raising some other guy's kid it's cause we love you son that's why we brought you here so you can get the help you need the brochure says this is the best place in the country for druggies like you and they couldn't lie about a ninety-five percent success rate it says it right there next to the president's endorsement thank god we live in a country that has a place like this for you goddamn kids oh so right you are mother Im' very well now thank you oh so much better now yes it was a wonderful time oh yes it was so nice it was. today the brainscrub sesions have gotten around to what they call rules rap christ there are so many stupid rules the group starts motivating to get called on a bunch of circus seals going for a fish from some clown's hand what's the first and most important rule that staff bitch said some girl gets called on she's kinda cute nice tits longer hair than most of the girls here dark eyes honesty is the first and most important rule and now for the reason they always say why they have the rule usually that's as big a crock of shit as the rule itself honesty to me is not holding anything back and letting my group know what I'm feeling because in my past I would hold feelings in and avoid myself through drugs and images and guy/girl relationships and now I'm here to work on myself and my drug problem and I can't do that if I'm not honest good love ya who's next I mean what bullshit--how is being honest and open transparent some of them call it a good or even a realistic idea from the guy in front of the liquor store trying to bum a cigarette to the cop who's stopped you for speeding to the raging mad brute who wants to know if you're fucking his wife there are definitely times when it's never in your best interests to be honest it's so fucked up the way they talk about honesty when they are so full of shit themselves they lied to everyone here they're still lying to them now all the parents yeah your child will die without us it's a good thing you called us he would probably be dead by next thursday if he didn't come in my god what idiots to believe that line of shit and dr newton that's the biggest lie of all even I know he's not a psychiatrist just has some seminary degree great some psycho bible thumper is in charge of my life I gotta get out of here that's the first and most important rule fuck honesty fuck no talking out in group fuck no druggie friends and druggie ties fuck no druggie slang fuck no tv and radio fuck no talking behind backs fuck chain of command this is so bizarre does anyone out there know what's going on in here tis is crazy I'm getting the hell out of here the first and most important rule is find a way to get the hell out of here do I break a window at the foster home do I punch whoever I need to and run or do I lay low and leave from school or work love ya third phase got to get out of here must resist until then god I hate you straight inc burn in hell you fucking staff fuck and all you zombie freaks that like this hell oh yes you do you like it some of you I want to break your fucking faces you stupid zombie straightiling piece of shit yes I do"






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« Reply #35 on: August 09, 2006, 09:16:51 PM »
the thought control sessions drag on all day every day they sent me to a new foster home with this really weird mix a 20 year old cokehead foster brother me and another newcomer and the kid whose house it is some 14 year old kid with a 7step sibling rich jews from the looks of the place and the family they try to be cool but they're still program all the way but we all have beds anyway I'm pissed off and not about to rewrite a moral inventory they call it a daily log or confessional about how bad my problem is oh yes I have to admit it I'm just powerless oh help me higher power I'll tell you this much if there ever was a god he lost my vote for not wiping this place out like gamorrah a long time ago so anyway I'm pissed and coke boy is preaching to me how wonderful the steps are and how one day I'll be so glad I was in Straight and have such fond memories oh yeah I'm sure I tell him and this shit goes on for a while not too confrontational but then the dude just pisses me off he's so fucking arrogant it weirds me out living like this having some dude watch me shit that's just fucked up so I grab a couple of razors real quick and stash them in my underwear the plastic covers still on them of course I hide them in the lining of a mattress and leave them there I don't plan on using them for anything a couple of days later after dickhead coke boy confronts me in group that day I wait til we get home then tell him about the razors he freaks out he's so worried that he'll get started over ha ha ha serves you right you smug arrogant programmed Sraightling robot you're just a goddamn machine you fucking spout program nonsense and rules tell me to apply yesterday's morning rap apply my serenity prayer it's not my serenity prayer cocksucker I don't pray for serenity I pray for vengeance yes I do this place is insane it is crazed like a fucking asylum in hell the is a nightmare I swear I will survive endure this get the hell out of here or die trying got to leave this place yes I do
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« Reply #36 on: August 09, 2006, 09:18:20 PM »
school's about to end today's the day I'm getting the hell outta here I just walk out when the bell rings try to stay in crowded areas til I'm a few blocks awawy my heart's pounding I'm nervous as fuck I stutter when I ask the clerk at 7-11 where the bus goes from here I called a druggie friend gotta love those druggie friends and he's got me a greyhound ticket he'll meet me a couple of towns over from home thank god I'm fucking out of there I see Staff members lurking everywhere phasers spying on me gotta keep looking over my shoulder don't look so suspicioustry to blend in keep an eye out for them remember that one guy who got picked up by the goon squad after he copped out don't want to go through anything like that shit christ half the motherfucking phasers that confronted him wanted to leave too they're jealous as fuck and now they take it out on him so staff can se what a good boy am I yes I am straight hear me roar senior staff I deserve T & R this week because I ripped that guy a new asshole when he was brought back to group well you should expect that of yourself anyway don't you love him staff replied what a crock of shit what a nightmare fuck yes it's over I'm outta there free I'm fucking free got to keep on my toes can't let them catch me can't go back won't go back if I have to run to fucking China I'm never going back to Straight, Inc. oh my fucking god I'm finally fucking free free at last free at last oh lawdy lawdy ha ha ha ha they'll never fucking catch me they'll have to kill me first yes they will I'm never going back
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« Reply #37 on: August 10, 2006, 02:11:45 AM »
a best thread on fornits EVER (until the Miller Newton obituary thread comes out) BUMP
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Re: Hate for Straight ( I did time from 9 to 9)
« Reply #38 on: January 28, 2008, 11:41:12 PM »
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Re: Hate for Straight ( I did time from 9 to 9)
« Reply #39 on: January 29, 2008, 05:09:30 PM »
I am reading this and picking at my face...totally unconsciously...i am in shock I remember the horror..then I look down and there is blood everywhere, blood on my fingers. Then I have another memory generalized of course peppered with few specific details of the children who would not motivate but instead would self mutilate. I am stunned and shocked and fear comes over me as I'm once again a child in this godless environment. Thanks for the ptsd!  Excuse me but now I have to go wash my bloody face and hands in private!
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Re: Hate for Straight ( I did time from 9 to 9)
« Reply #40 on: January 31, 2008, 08:07:03 PM »
Dori, sorry you reacted to theses posts I wrote a few years back when I first encountered these boards.  I certainly wasn't trying to inspire anybody to go on a self-mutilation rampage,  but I am somewhat flattered that it had such an impression on you, I mean, that's the ultimate compliment to give any writer, to say, "What you wrote had an effect on me".   I was trying to convey the stifling sense of frustration, shock, anger, and all the other traumatizing feelings,  that were part and parcel of my experience at Straight, Inc., in St. Petersburg, FL, from October 1982 until November 1983.  I particularly remember a sensation that I imagine to be a lot like what drowning feels like, a pressure on my lungs, a shortness of breath, and a burning feeling behind my eyes.  I think my time in Straight has had an affect on me that I can only consider to be extremely negative.  I am not a psychologist or psychiatrist, and even if I were I would not be able to accurately engage in self-diagnosis, but I believe I suffer from many symptoms of Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.  I have a lot of the symptoms, and I have lived through their consequent effects on my life.

Again, I am sorry that you reacted to the pieces above with what I would consider an unhealthy response.  I too remember the self-mutilators in Straight and engaged in that behavior once or twice myself while I was there.  I have a nice scar on my wrist that has been there for oveer twenty-five years, a daily reminder of my time in  Straight.    I understand the feeling, and I bumped this thread so I could, almost as if taking the advice of one of the replies to this thread, "go back and read it again" so that "healing could begin".  I'm not really convinced healing is possible at this point, but I am still willing to give it a try.   I think more than anything, many of us who survived Straight, Inc. need to learn coping skills and people we can trust---'cause the shit they taught you in there sure as Hell doesn't work in the real world, and there damn sure wasn't anyone you could trust in there, with very rare few and far between exceptions
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Re: Hate for Straight ( I did time from 9 to 9)
« Reply #41 on: December 30, 2008, 12:46:15 PM »
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Re: Hate for Straight ( I did time from 9 to 9)
« Reply #42 on: August 31, 2010, 10:07:16 PM »
Welcome to Straight Inc, brainwash center of the Nazis for decency. Sit up straight or we'll sit on you as we corrode your mind. We'll chip away your brain in raps for 12 hours a day followed by Moral Inventories and homo fun at the foster home. Don't forget to watch newcomers shitting-- wouldn't want them to have any privacy where they might feel human. IF you don't get straight we'll just fuck you up real good maybe we'll get Dr Newton to yank some of your hair out or maybe some faggot will strip search you at the intake room while he tells you he used to have sex with animals. Then we'll give you some starchy food that tastes like shit or maybe some delicious thawed PBJ sandwiches and tell me why you deserve that glass of water. Take a shower and wait for the faggot to open the curtain on you to make sure you're not beating it because that's what he'd do. Then go carve on your arms with a spork and if you rock out in your head we'll sit on you some more isn't this great we're all getting straight now love you group oh yes it's so very wonderful now that I have my awareness oh yes it is.Meanwhile back at Straight it's a bustass rap everybody's drenched in sweat some freakout psycho sitting next to you just shit his pants they won't let him change them noway "You need to learn to discipline yourself" the 5th phaser told him easy for him to say he doesn't have to sit next to the psycho kid and smell his shit fumes gagging mixed with the smell of body odor motivation sounds like a pack of dogs having a group epileptic convulsion the staff are obviously power crazed and insane the higher the level the more obviously insane they don't really think they're helping anybody do they this is a fucking nightmare saw some freak beating it during open meeting last night he got ripped a new asshole in review what a fucking freakshow this place is kids who tried to sniff white out sitting next to 24 year old violent felons all supervised by some sex offender court ordered to straight and he did real well on his phases your honor I'd recommend the charges be dropped he does so much good work with the kids see he's on staff now and then he goes to the foster home and peeks through the bathroom door at naked kids and goes upstairs to fuck his foster brother then tomorrow he'll confront some kid who admitted to gay thoughts in his past maybe later cop a feel while he's restraining some misbehaver some of those kids just freak out explode and start flailing at anybody within reach the cool ones just go after robot straightlings I elbowed some cunt in the jaw he kept putting his knuckles in my back so I thought "ok I'll motivate" then I jabbed my elbow into the side of his jaw and a bunch of kids jumped out of their chairs and I got restrained but dickhead has a nice welt on his jaw fuck you asshole they got really pissed when I said "Heil Hitler" really loud and I feel very good about myself and I think about smoking joints and killing staff all the time oh my it is so nice to see another misbehaver kick a staff trainee in the nuts haha hah haha it is very funny oh so funny yes it is burn in hell you fucked up straight incorporated program now I do more drugs than ever fuck you And the songs they sing here are ridiculous singsongy nursery rhymes designed to annoy you and take you back to a moldable infantile level and the stupid cheesy hand motions whose idea was that is it to impress the parents with how docile and cute the beastly druggies have become and the girls here with the weird haircuts and no makeup they stood some guy up for looking at girls in group and tore into him about how they would never have anything to do with him and how he might as well turn gay because a druggie loser like him was never going to find a girl who'd want him anyway I mean christ he's a fourteen year old kid of course he looks at girls they're yelling at him like that for about an hour and what the fuck they tell him to have a seat love ya next up some girl telling stories she's making up to cry about to show the group and staff that she really wants to be straight and now they're motivating and confronting her with what a whore she was and how she's still a whore and needs to change and they keep telling her what a slut she is I saw you looking over at the guy's side get this bitch out of group this place is insane it makes you crazy I'm getting the hell out of here as soon as I can got to keep thinking about something else besides this hell I know that I can hold out long enough to leave this is like drowning in a sea of madness I have to hold out I can hold out I dream of how sweet it will be drinking whiskey and dancing on Dr. Newton's grave ha ha yes it will be so fun... Rotting my brain away in some stifling hot warehouse two hundred kids ninety eight degrees motivation they call it an almost spastic outburst a flapping of the arms almost always accompanied by grunts and leg movement bouncing in the chair like some trained animal begging for treat they call on you you stand up and share they call it talk about your feelings you make up some lie tell some embellished story make yourself cry about something that felt damn good when you did it but now I know it;s all just part of my druggie will but oh no it's not me not my real self yeah right love ya boy how did you say that and keep a straight face pun intended but what the fuck yeah man I felt really bad about skipping school and smoking grass I know I'll tell them I was selling coke to younger kids next time I'll make up a good one think about my grandma dying or puppies getting hurt while I share it so I cry and convince the staff I'm really working to get straight oh yeah bring my brain back when you're done with it Miller old pal I'll be so happy when I kick your teeth in in Hell oh yes oh my but it will be splendid yes it will Now my brain is dead from too much Straight man I can't ever forget that cheesy open meeting what a ruse that pompous ass Newton going off like he's some angel of god sent to help those poor messed up kids all they need is tough love don't be manipulated by their lies and deception parents they just want to leave here and get high with their druggie friends and if you love them you will just leave them here and then some staff member bitch tells her story like all the other zombies I was so fucked up and miserable except she doesn't say fucked up of course then I came here and all the love helped me to turn my life around and I'm straight and oh so happy now I don't even want to get fucked I'm just like some eternally prepubescent toy mom and dad no worries for you now then the parents all of them failures at dealing with their own kids somehow had the insight to find this wonderful program for the little druggie ingrates it's for his own good says the stepdad who is tired of raising some other guy's kid it's cause we love you son that's why we brought you here so you can get the help you need the brochure says this is the best place in the country for druggies like you and they couldn't lie about a ninety-five percent success rate it says it right there next to the president's endorsement thank god we live in a country that has a place like this for you goddamn kids oh so right you are mother I'm very well now thank you oh so much better now yes it was a wonderful time oh yes it was so nice it was. today the brainscrub sesions have gotten around to what they call rules rap christ there are so many stupid rules the group starts motivating to get called on a bunch of circus seals going for a fish from some clown's hand what's the first and most important rule that staff bitch said some girl gets called on she's kinda cute nice tits longer hair than most of the girls here dark eyes honesty is the first and most important rule and now for the reason they always say why they have the rule usually that's as big a crock of shit as the rule itself honesty to me is not holding anything back and letting my group know what I'm feeling because in my past I would hold feelings in and avoid myself through drugs and images and guy/girl relationships and now I'm here to work on myself and my drug problem and I can't do that if I'm not honest good love ya who's next I mean what bullshit--how is being honest and open transparent some of them call it a good or even a realistic idea from the guy in front of the liquor store trying to bum a cigarette to the cop who's stopped you for speeding to the raging mad brute who wants to know if you're fucking his wife there are definitely times when it's never in your best interests to be honest it's so fucked up the way they talk about honesty when they are so full of shit themselves they lied to everyone here they're still lying to them now all the parents yeah your child will die without us it's a good thing you called us he would probably be dead by next Thursday if he didn't come in my god what idiots to believe that line of shit and "Dr" Newton that's the biggest lie of all even I know he's not a psychiatrist just has some seminary degree great some psycho bible thumper is in charge of my life I gotta get out of here that's the first and most important rule fuck honesty fuck no talking out in group fuck no druggie friends and druggie ties fuck no druggie slang fuck no TV and radio fuck no talking behind backs fuck chain of command this is so bizarre does anyone out there know what's going on in here this is crazy I'm getting the hell out of here the first and most important rule is find a way to get the hell out of here do I break a window at the foster home do I punch whoever I need to and run or do I lay low and leave from school or work love ya third phase got to get out of here must resist until then god I hate you straight inc burn in hell you fucking staff fuck and all you zombie freaks that like this hell oh yes you do you like it some of you I want to break your fucking faces you stupid zombie straightiling piece of shit yes I do"
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Re: Hate for Straight ( I did time from 9 to 9)
« Reply #43 on: August 31, 2010, 11:35:23 PM »
TELL IT BROTHER!!
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