I think about you, and who we have become, since we met Sharon. You are hardly the nice lady that you used to be. It makes me sad,when others who know you, tell stories about what you have been through,and how you have acted. To this day,I have nothing but fond memories of you,and cant believe what you have pulled,and continue to pull every day.
I get the whole Babitz thing. He is a drunk,and a fool
But you are a smart woman
I heard about your home,and tho I dont know where you are staying,Im sure you are not very comfortable. We are too old for this crap old friend. Thats why I dont live like that anymore. I am certainly no better than anyone,but I gotta think you are better than this. I know your life (mine too) hasnt turned out quite the way you wanted.
I am reaching my hand out Sharon. I dont think we could be friends,but we dont have to do this every day.
Whether you sign in as yourself,or any other screen names,we both know the truth. There's really very few people who post here. Most (that I speak to) read the drivel from Babitz and his screen names,and shake their heads. Talk about sentence structure,you are very transparent. You know this too. Because you ARE very smart. Why are you acting like this for 30 some months? I am all done saying I am sorry for who I used to be. Its your choice, whether to accept that apology or not.
But every day,acting like a child ? You are better than that. This I know for sure.
I know you and Marky are gonna spin this 47 ways. But what I say is from the heart.
I knew this old Klickitat Indian once, who told me "in order to become a better person,we have to act like a better person". I believe that,and do my best to do some good every day. I am not claiming perfection.. Marky drags me into his little nightmare of fecal matter,sex with animals and children and frankly,its pretty juvenile.
I suspect you will have a "not so nice" rebuttle. But I wanted to let you know,that it doesnt have to be this way.
Havent you had enough bad happen in your life ? I know I have,but not so much any more. In fact its more of a rarity,than the norm any more
Best wishes