Danny
I was never disconnected from Elan. Only the crazy people. I have many friends from elan,but we do not talk about Elan very often. We have been friends for over 30 years. Elan is in the past,and we choose not to live that pain over and over. Instead we choose to love one another. I probably talk to or see 8-10 people from Elan all the time. We are good friends and when needed,count on one another. In July they will all be here,again,as they have since I started throwing this July 4th party. One is riding his Harley from Vancouver. Another is flying in from Va (been here 4 years in a row). Another will be coming from S America. These and many others, are my core group of friends,and we love eachother unconditionally.
But do we talk about how horrible Elan was ? Not at all.Tho sometimes we laugh about it.
What is posted here,what happens here,and those who participate are from a place I seldom go. They are still IN Elan,and it sad. We can just cut each other to pieces and for what ? Nothing good comes from this. Some of it just amazes me.
This year I am responsible for some of that,but for many years passed I have been uninterested in Fornits,or Elan. I only returned here to defend myself from tweedle dee and tweedle dumb. That seemed to work out real good too. I should have ignored them and just prayed. Hindsight is 20/20
In fact,answer this for me. What could "we" accomplish here ? Awareness ? google the elan School and alot of negative stuff comes up.. ok so not awareness... Closure ? If this is who Marky and Sharon are,after dozens of years away.. I dont think there is any closure for them,and many others I see who are imbedded here @ Fornits. I have come to realize that by participating in this cesspool of mental illness, I become one of them. Truthfully,nothing there to be proud of. You have seen the conduct and sickness that is Mark and Sharon.. You have probably seen some of mine too.
I am about done here. Im sure Mark will bait me into coming back now and then,because there really is noone else to fight with. Sharon.. Well,she will fight with anyone,for anything,at any time.
I really do think I am better than this. I intend to prove it. Only not here
Danny
If you find yourself alone for July 4th. You know where Im at,and will probably know several of the people. Please come and celebrate the holiday with my family. You are a pain in the ass,but I like ya
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