I am looking for someone who can put me in my place, someone who can beat me down. I say and I do when the time is needed, I will not fail nor loose because of a fucking excuse such as straight. Straight will die and the demons that follow, they shall chew the flesh of those who inflicted the innocent. There are none who stick to their word and there are none who do as they say they will. Nor are there any who will die for the sake. I myself lay my life down for my brother at will, I do not, I hear not, nor will I speak if it is needed. I will give you my all, and as I have watched my brothers and sisters run as I lay my life down for the cause. Not sometimes but always. I began a new carrier the time ya'll began your personal attack, I didn't really care. It was a time, that moment I look for when that little door is opened that one must enter before it shuts, the one that separates you from the rest, a door that may never be seen again and not seen by those who look not. Within three months I had designed, improved, and accomplished 650k worth of remodeling contracts that would provide for my wife who thought all I did for 18 hours a day was cheat on her. Fuck her and the group that led her while I was gone. We will all pay the price for being false-prophets; don't think we are excluded do you. You are what you are and shall surely pay the price. There shall be wailing and gnashing of teeth. My JV felt it necessary to fuck me out of all my monies. He will be dealt with in my way, harms fucking way that is. As I return my wife tells me after I smell the rotten stench of deceit lingering in the halls, all things had changed and I knew she was dead to me, she now knew were my heart was, money, damn she knew me well, well enough to hit me when I'm looking for her and family the most. But she also reminded me of the wonderful life I was taught by Straight. Surely I hate. Then to top it off my friends managed to get 3,000.00 more from the weak soul that I had become. I tell you not for any correction nor do I look for advice. All that shit is gone. 150k + 3 family members taken away, and two that I will never see again. All in a blink of an eye, and all friends have become not, like I said I lay down my life. I am here to win it back because I am back trusting none as a shred you Fuckers apart nor will I settle for less. False Prophets listen to my speech you preach but with the words of deceit. Destroyers know that my sites are on you; you shall surely sink, to the depths of your own deceit. Tell me your sorry, as I piss on you in a time of need nor would I reach to keep you from harm. Deceivers now my speech is to you, you will fall in your time of need, and I will smile at your falling. You are not like me nor will you recover, as I will. For I have already laid my life down for the cause nor will I sway from the path that has been chosen for me. I live on. None shall enter, none shall pass, and none shall cause me to stumble. All that get in my way will remember my name. All will pass destroyed and broken. No longer do I trust, no longer do I walk together, no longer will I be like any other. Hey, Familiar FUCK, come lick what you love the most, come eat what I shove down your throat, cum suck what you need to feel alive. I despise your riddle of lies. I speak the words that no-one else dare speak, I stand up to those who nobody else does, I tread all those that dish out, I create new paths that no-one seeks nor do they look my way, I see what others do not, I live for one more day, I give to those who ask not, I look for the light in obscure places, I take it to the line, I look at you I to I, I feel no remorse because you and I know what you have donefrom before. I will not wait, I shall not bow down, I will never give in, I will get beaten but know I always return better, stronger, wiser, and with a new life I begin. I win. I think like no other, I am my own and I only follow one. I pray he put me on the line, he test me for what I speak, do not let me slide, that is for the weak, give to me as I deserve, burn me when I'm in the way , come strive with me, take me to the top only if I deserve, listen not to those that speak what they know not, keep me from the false prophets of light, let me not speak as they, let me not act as they do, let me know what I see not, show me the enemy as I divide them in two, I tread upon those you choose, I lead not astray , I'm the man looking the other way, not your way, nor your will, nor your heart, nor what lies deep beneath your skin. When we meet you will never forget what I am nor will you forget my WAY. They came to take me away, they came to knock me off my feet, they came to bury me in their deceit, they came again when I was most weak, they know not what I have inside, nor what it speak. She came for me in my sleep, she had my heart but she was full of deceit, she brought me to my knees, she lied as she cried, she planned his defeat, get him when he's weak, she left him no more to speak, she left him for her deceit, she tried to take his life, but he took all they could give, no more they thought he lived. He walks on to defeat, he faces all that he meets, he takes what he earns, and feeds who he leads. Alone he has conquered those that went for his defeat. Now he stands at their feet, now he sees their defeat, straight fucking ahead he's coming today to look at you straight in your face, He's come for you today, at your disgrace, he will find you today, and he will spit in your face as he moves along at his own pace. Watch out he's in your face, ready to beat you down into your place.
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