I was on my 10 to 10's for about 5 months. Beleive me is was not fun. Actually, pretty stressful...but I don't remember signing in to take a piss or shit at the bathroom....maybe I blocked it out. I was on the program for about 15 and half months....They actually graduated me ....I was afraid to put in to get off the program. Still trying to figure that one out. peanut butter and jelly sucked, But i did gain 55 lbs in two months. Sorry you feel the way you do. The Seed quit controlling me years ago. I'm passed that.....I hope you the best.