yes yes and all in all it's just another brick in the wall
the worste lug i got was Dave Hampton reading my first letter to my family in front of the whole house, saying "get me out of this gulag"
That's pretty stone-cold mean.
The only lug I received in front of the house was from the wolfe. The minute she said it, my friends kind of had a somewhat silent gasp about how inappropriate it was.
In truth, it really wasnt that bad. Rather, it was referencing something that was "addressed" when I was a voyageur, and when I received the lug, I think I was in quest or challenge. In short, the lug was obsolete. People who knew me didnt seem too happy about that. When I went down to the dorms that night, several of my dormmates were saying that I should definitely take her to a rap for it. It wouldnt be the first time fellow comrades suggested that to me. Friends would also encourage me to take members of my peer group to raps who were just blatantly obnoxious to me.
I never took a staff to a rap. I may be white, but Im not stupid.
As for students. I did indictments like all the rest. I really nailed one guy when I was in voyageurs. But it all seemed so pointless to me. Id rather just forget about it.
I was one of those kids who would much rather be indicted than actively participate in someone else's. Normally someone whom I had no investment in. Trying to manufacture issues was tiresome. But I did as best as I could. I wanted nothing more than to win the approval of all who were active participants in the program. Staff, students, what have you. I even desired the approval of peer group members whom I despised.
Of course, my memories about this could all be wrong. (thats my disclaimer for all things I recount. Most of my stay in idaho was a surreal david lynch nightmare.)