You are not alone in remembering that horrific part of all our lives, no one could make that go away. I think you need to find some humor in it, that is waht I do. I think about things that went on in there and you have to admit it, it is so insane it is almost hilarious. As for Miller, he is just a sick F**k who gets his thrills off his power trip, he would not get away with any of his crap today with us. He prays on naive children who have no choices, and can not walk away or defend themselves. because in the real world he would get his ass kicked for trying that crap on a grown person with a mind of there own who could get up, kick his ass and walk out of the intake room. I will tell you something funny, about five or so years ago we saw that twisted man in a restaurant and I spit at him in the parking lot, he did not even look back and did not even recognize me, i left and he left. That is how screwed up he is he wouldn't know a lot of us by face, but he knew how to cash our families checks. I know that it was imature at my age, but it sure felt good.