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Anonymous:
I really am sorry. I know like me you are tough. It saddens me to see how one fool like art barker ruined so many families. As for not him, there would be no places like this around. I am in an aw after reading this. I understand the things you went through, seems I was just there for a moment while this happened to you. I do not think anyone could ever give us back what was taken from us. Only thing I guess we can do is love and protect the ones around us. My hair was past my ass before they decided to chop it off. I guess they saw how upset people were when they chopped hair off, so continued the bullshit on to that other program you went to. It was one of the most embarrassing things I had to go through, on top of my old comer who by way also started over, had said or done to me. Sheryll was her name sheryll timber or timberlake something like that, I really do try to bloke this crap.( had another old comer her name was Candy Smith I believe) But I do remember her  Sheryll ( the one who chopped my hair off)not having nice hair. I had great hair, beautiful I will say. Anyways, just wanting all to see how sick they were chopping  others hair, and for what? My dad was pissed when he saw me like that. My sister too, they ruined her hair bad. I still have hair to my bum. Maybe it is because I can have long hair and nobody can chop it off any more, who knows. Complex 10,000, from that place. Thank you for sharing your self with me,I honestly had no one ever to talk to of this dreadful thing I had to experience. I went into like a trance. I walked away and started living, and I was not yet 14, when I had left my family because I was not going to go through  crap like that again. I guess what I am saying is, I never was a run away, but I ended up running away, and for a really long time. I will not complain about my life after that place, except now I understand why I went through so many moments in life just because I wanted to forget those moments ever being there. I would love to show you pictures one day of how happy my family was before we went into that place. Because of that place I ran from everything that should have been what it was before I had been kidnapped. I should have been allowed to be 13 in other words. My Goodness, not to many kids back then were into sports and swimming and all like I was.  It blows me away thinking about this crap I went through, then it really blows me away when I feel you going through it. I felt helpless to help others back then, I was all about helping everything too for a young girl. That was pure shit what I went through, and now I feel it again for you. wow. Really sorry you ever have to feel any thing bad in life. Maybe we are lucky though, we still feel. Peace! :peace:  :rose:

Ursus:

--- Quote from: "Guest" ---My hair was past my ass before they decided to chop it off. I guess they saw how upset people were when they chopped hair off, so continued the bullshit on to that other program you went to.
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Hyde called it "re-making your self-image," or something to that effect (one's "image" was targeted a lot of different ways, lol). Gals got their hair chopped to the ears, boys got a buzz cut (usu. 1/4 inch). However, not everyone was subjected to it. It was considered a major humiliation for those who did. Often, that unlucky person was also on work crew and/or digging their own 6x6x2 ft. grave as part of the make-over.

Anonymous:
I call it bull shit and abuse. Jealousy you name it, all abuse one way or another, and I see it continues till this day, very sad. I do however believe all are repaid in due time. Time is Eternity to me. I can handle what happened to me, but I do hurt for others out there that this still goes on to. I am not screaming nor am I throwing blocks at anyone, just really sad that humans can do this to anyone. It was not for anything other then to harm. It did not help anyone, if anything it created a hurtful soul is all. They called it an experiment. I call it abuse. When abuse stops then souls will be able to flow free again, all souls deserve that. Really sorry for anyone at all to have  experienced such a sick crime against humanity. Because that's all it is. I know people hit their break point. But I know damn well I never would have harmed a soul in that place, except the staff.I think the only reason I was allowed to go home was because maybe the school was wondering where I may have been, or they already knew my ass would be started over  just as soon as I went home. There was no way at all I ever let myself become like they were.Thinking about it now, I think they knew I was not coming back one day. Some people break, others just wait it out.  Ever feel the coolness right before winter?  That is almost what it felt like when I would go into my own thoughts, when I would have to come back it would just feel warm again.Like a bad fever. I guess I am one of the lucky ones, as I did get my freedom back. Then again, I had never lost it, just someone trying to control it is all. Good Lord I can not imagine doing more time then I did there, shit I was 13, and Lord knows they wanted me till I was 18. Run Sue run, damn straight I did.  :peace:  :rose:

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