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Anonymous:
--- Quote from: "Guest" ---Stacks posts are just words. Why use the same descriptors on this guy for written words meant to annoy someone he’s in an internet flame war with that are used on the Mel Semblers who do far crueler things than he writes about in actuality?
Food for thought: half the people voicing how 'appalled' they are by this guy are thewho and other Seedlings, right.
If you don’t like Stacks posts, don’t respond to them. Otherwise, you're just taking sides in an internet flame war that is being fanned by Synanites, and feeding into it, too.
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----------------Yep, what I have been trying to say all along, thanks, Peace to you.I will be looking up mel semblers , havent a clue who mel semblers is, and seems like he is a bad guy, t.y. have no clue who he is,I have done my yelling and screaming, truly hope all get that out of them like I have had to do in the last few days. Personally had no clue that shit was in me so bad. Shit that's a lot of years kept put away, of anything that has been going on, because I seriously do not watch television, nor do I go out and listen to what is going on in the world, so really thanks, because I do like learning, just not the way all learn. I am so different then anyone, having been through what I went through at such a young age, and to see it in my head like it was yesterday, is fucked up. Sorry about the bad word I just used, but I learned to control my anger on line along time ago.Meaning I really do not care how anyone thinks about what I feel, or what I will be saying anymore about what I went through. Because not a one of you could imagine as a child what I felt, I had to be an adult at 13, because for one, I have been 13 or an adult for most of my life, and I was forced to, not allowed to grow naturally as most free souls, I had to grow on and alone, but yet I had 5 brothers and sisters so like I said deal with it, because what happened to me at 13, was nothing compared to at what my brother so targeted you all at. That was just a way to see how all would respond, hopefully anyways. Either way I lived a nightmare that never left the inside of me, was just tucked away. I could only imagine how my brother who like me would kill for their sister, and could do nothing but watch his tiny sister kicking screaming out of control to get to my siblings, but only to watch us all being hurt physically, and mentally to get to each other. I had been there few a few days alone from my family, I will admit I freaked when my sisters head was held in a manor that looked like anyone would beg to please just leave her be. They finally stopped hurting her, but I have no idea what happened to her the rest of the night, I can tell you this they so were pissed at me, they wanted a weak bitch, I was not weak, no one was going to not feel something in the next few hours. See how moments seem to absorb your inner soul, they could not get to my soul, and when one can not get to your soul, you seem to live on, hopefully all get to live on. :peace: :rose: :flip:
Inculcated:
The message in my next post does not mean that stack doesn't sicken me.
To put a real fine point on it, Stack you sicken me.
I don't care what you claim your motive is. You're sick.
Inculcated:
--- Quote from: "Guest" --- ----------------Yep, what I have been trying to say all along, thanks, Peace to you.I will be looking up mel semblers , havent a clue who mel semblers is, and seems like he is a bad guy, t.y. have no clue who he is,I have done my yelling and screaming, truly hope all get that out of them like I have had to do in the last few days. Personally had no clue that shit was in me so bad. Shit that's a lot of years kept put away, of anything that has been going on, because I seriously do not watch television, nor do I go out and listen to what is going on in the world, so really thanks, because I do like learning, just not the way all learn. I am so different then anyone, having been through what I went through at such a young age, and to see it in my head like it was yesterday, is fucked up. Sorry about the bad word I just used, but I learned to control my anger on line along time ago.Meaning I really do not care how anyone thinks about what I feel, or what I will be saying anymore about what I went through. Because not a one of you could imagine as a child what I felt, I had to be an adult at 13, because for one, I have been 13 or an adult for most of my life, and I was forced to, not allowed to grow naturally as most free souls, I had to grow on and alone, but yet I had 5 brothers and sisters so like I said deal with it, because what happened to me at 13, was nothing compared to at what my brother so targeted you all at. That was just a way to see how all would respond, hopefully anyways. Either way I lived a nightmare that never left the inside of me, was just tucked away. I could only imagine how my brother who like me would kill for their sister, and could do nothing but watch his tiny sister kicking screaming out of control to get to my siblings, but only to watch us all being hurt physically, and mentally to get to each other. I had been there few a few days alone from my family, I will admit I freaked when my sisters head was held in a manor that looked like anyone would beg to please just leave her be. They finally stopped hurting her, but I have no idea what happened to her the rest of the night, I can tell you this they so were pissed at me, they wanted a weak bitch, I was not weak, no one was going to not feel something in the next few hours. See how moments seem to absorb your inner soul, they could not get to my soul, and when one can not get to your soul, you seem to live on, hopefully all get to live on. :peace: :rose: :flip:
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It sounds like now you’re communicating and getting some of what happened to you out. I’m glad for that.
I hope you’re right that the sick stuff about hurting kids being stack’s “way of seeing how we would respond for you” It seems a bit odd that he just chose to do so again on another thread. I’m not going to judge you in light of his posts. I do appreciate that you’ve acknowledged that it’s counterproductive and wrong to write about hurting kids.
I hope you know people understand the hurt you experienced in the SEED. There are people here who were abused in programs at various ages in many ways. Some as young as 8 and11 years old were put through programs. It is my opinion that these tactics/abuses should not ever be inflicted on anyone at any age under any circumstances. Programs have inflicted damages on kids in many ways.
I’m glad you’ve decided to research the program that harmed you and your family and to even write about it.
Best of luck to you.
Anonymous:
fuck you inculcated - 3.5.
my 9, 11 and 14 year old non-drug using cousins -- all girls were shoved in that hell hole.
my 13 year old sister that you bag constantly.
your an asshole - clear -- through and through.
--
my posts rant on amerikkkan culture.
the sickest fucking place in the globe.
fuck all you american pieces of shit.
no wonder the world hates you all so fucking badly.
you are the trash, the shit -- the stink of the planet.
next chapter is for you inculcated.
and well deserved at that.
Anonymous:
--- Quote from: "Inculcated" ---
--- Quote from: "Guest" --- ----------------Yep, what I have been trying to say all along, thanks, Peace to you.I will be looking up mel semblers , havent a clue who mel semblers is, and seems like he is a bad guy, t.y. have no clue who he is,I have done my yelling and screaming, truly hope all get that out of them like I have had to do in the last few days. Personally had no clue that shit was in me so bad. Shit that's a lot of years kept put away, of anything that has been going on, because I seriously do not watch television, nor do I go out and listen to what is going on in the world, so really thanks, because I do like learning, just not the way all learn. I am so different then anyone, having been through what I went through at such a young age, and to see it in my head like it was yesterday, is fucked up. Sorry about the bad word I just used, but I learned to control my anger on line along time ago.Meaning I really do not care how anyone thinks about what I feel, or what I will be saying anymore about what I went through. Because not a one of you could imagine as a child what I felt, I had to be an adult at 13, because for one, I have been 13 or an adult for most of my life, and I was forced to, not allowed to grow naturally as most free souls, I had to grow on and alone, but yet I had 5 brothers and sisters so like I said deal with it, because what happened to me at 13, was nothing compared to at what my brother so targeted you all at. That was just a way to see how all would respond, hopefully anyways. Either way I lived a nightmare that never left the inside of me, was just tucked away. I could only imagine how my brother who like me would kill for their sister, and could do nothing but watch his tiny sister kicking screaming out of control to get to my siblings, but only to watch us all being hurt physically, and mentally to get to each other. I had been there few a few days alone from my family, I will admit I freaked when my sisters head was held in a manor that looked like anyone would beg to please just leave her be. They finally stopped hurting her, but I have no idea what happened to her the rest of the night, I can tell you this they so were pissed at me, they wanted a weak bitch, I was not weak, no one was going to not feel something in the next few hours. See how moments seem to absorb your inner soul, they could not get to my soul, and when one can not get to your soul, you seem to live on, hopefully all get to live on. :peace: :rose: :flip:
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It sounds like now you’re communicating and getting some of what happened to you out. I’m glad for that.
I hope you’re right that the sick stuff about hurting kids being stack’s “way of seeing how we would respond for you” It seems a bit odd that he just chose to do so again on another thread. I’m not going to judge you in light of his posts. I do appreciate that you’ve acknowledged that it’s counterproductive and wrong to write about hurting kids.
I hope you know people understand the hurt you experienced in the SEED. There are people here who were abused in programs at various ages in many ways. Some as young as 8 and11 years old were put through programs. It is my opinion that these tactics/abuses should not ever be inflicted on anyone at any age under any circumstances. Programs have inflicted damages on kids in many ways.
I’m glad you’ve decided to research the program that harmed you and your family and to even write about it.
Best of luck to you.
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I remember them bringing in a young girl with blond almost white hair, a tiny girl like me, she was so scared when they sat her next to me, I remember holding her, my arms around her, and her crying for her mommy, not mom, not mother, she wanted her mommy, she was 9 years old. I can remember everything like it was that moment. I can remember her crying in my arms and saying what did she do, why is her mommy leaving her here? The sadness I felt was no words to even type. I told her back then that not to worry it will be over soon, and our mommy's will come and get us, the next day they stood that girl up and told her her parents were not only not coming to get her, but that they did not care about her, now this not only freaked the girl out, but now looking back, she to was given cigarettes to smoke, what was up with getting kids to smoke in there? Ever feel a child having to feel another child's fear, it goes through you like it is you as well feeling every hurt emotion that that soul is going through, was another day to hate what was going on around me is all that day. I remember them trying to take her I guess with her old comers from me that day, she was brought in later in day, so I guess it was time to go with old comers, I remember her tiny hand leaving mine, ( they were pulling her from me) and this cry that was so incredibly sad that I had to hear as she left the building kept me tossing and turning to where I am sure I got no sleep. They did not let her sit with me again. But they made sure they sat her to where she could see me close enough, each day she would just fade, like a little angel disappearing before my eyes.I really hate what those children went through, I can only imagine today what type of soul they became, I truly could never and have never hurt anyone, to hurt a child is like tearing my soul from me, I would have given my life to get everyone free in that place, I am sure I even told the staff to kill me so all could be free. Very sad time in that time of my life to watch young hearts turn into old souls that had no care as to how they now would be forced to become.That girls soul was not allowed to stay a child, as mine, that to me is not fair. :peace: :rose:
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