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Anonymous:
This guy is taking up WAY too much of your energy!

Webmistress:
Spend a day in our shoes in this place...then open your mouth.

Anonymous:
I've been there and I don't mean it to be nasty or insensitive - had a nice nightmare last night after reading this site -

but lets just say you give him more of your energy than I choose to and it makes me sort of sad like he is STILL a part of your life.  In my opinion - do your letting go (whatever that means - time, therapy, distance, write the asshole a letter) - make a difference if you need to - start a site, write an article - but then try to release him from your frequent consciousness - he is not that special or interesting or powerful or WORTHY of all this fucking attention!  Hes is simply a FREAK who thrives on attention and once had more power than he deserved b/c we had desperate parents in the 80's!
-Kids of BC also

Christy:
you know, I really agree with this  - for me - but I guess it is a "to each his own" thing

Christy

Webmistress:
Anonymous...thank you for posting again.  I am sorry that I said what I said.  I should have asked your side prior to posting.  




I understand what you have said & what you mean.  I agree with what you said!  My life has gone on.  It has taken a while for me to get away from the obsession and the anger I feel towards Newton.  I have a wonderful life now...4 kids,  a wonderful husband, a great career etc.  The nightmares have stopped for the most part, and I think that has to do with the fact that I HAVE dealt with it for so many years.  I know people from KIDS that refuse to deal with it.  They have made up imaginary lives for themselves to tell people about when people ask about their childhoods.  That to me is sad.  That to me means that he is still running their lives.  

I made this website for just that reason.  And also for the reason to put up these articles, and things I know about Newton so that others can understand the man that he is.  They say that understanding your captors helps you to let go.  I also made this site for people to "reunite" with others that they have wondered about for years possibly.  Maybe it's just my own nosiness.  But the thing I have found is that I can talk to people who were NOT in KIDS till I'm blue in the face and they will never understand it.  Talking to others who were in there, to others who understand & go through the same nightmares, fears etc that we go through helps me to overcome those nightmares & fears.


I also feel that giving us a presence on the web might possibly help a parent who is looking to put their child into a place like this NOT to if they read what happened to us.  In fact I know of some instances in which this very thing has happened on other sites like this one.


Again, I am sorry I spoke so soon.  I am sorry for your nightmare you had the other night.  I hope my earlier post doesn't hinder your posting here again. :grin:

[ This Message was edited by: Webmistress on 2002-04-01 23:05 ]

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