You should get off your ass and go fight them like Bradbury does.
Hell that ass use to work for them and got a pay-check from Sembler and feels terrible about it.
Quit being a sissy and go after them like he has, Smith Mr.
Well. I am not sure this responce was intended for this thread, or not. If indeed the responce is for this thread and targeted at me, please allow me to respond.
I have done alll but bring lawsuits. My focus has been the wrongful incarceration of children and teenagers in the warehouses of Straight Inc. of the past and currrent abusive facilities of today. My focus has been the suffering endured by myself, scores of others and for thse that suffer now. I have been to the protests, I have carried signs, I have screamed at the top of my lungs at gatherings held to honor Mel Sembler. Ask Richards brothers, I was there, I even spoke with Richard briefly on a cell phone because he had a restraining order and was unable to atend.
No disrespect for Rchard, I know nothing, nor do I wish to trivialize his efforts in regard to the lawsuit....how/when it started...the conditions under which it all came to the brainstorm of a "Penis Pump" somehow connected to Mel Sembler. That is Richard's way of a fight for justice. I would not in anyway take that away from him. He has my blessings and may all that he has gained in his efforts not be lost.
Sugessting that "getting off my ass and go fight them like Bradbury does" is simply not my style. For four years or so since I have been a member of this board, I have yet to see that his fight has brought about any significant changes or for that matter, insignificant changes. This is not to say that Richards fight has not brought embarassment to Mel Sembler and his family. Simple embarassment is not effective to elitist such as the Mel & Betty Semblers of this world....it is synominious with putting people thru fear/torture/abuse to get them to stop using drugs. For those of us that did do drugs (miniscule amounts) it certainly did not work. Sembler has been attacked by bigger, heavier, economic situations...much more
difficult dealings than a "Penis Pump". Of course I do not wish to imply that Richards fight is strictly surounding the "Penis Pump", for what I know of Richard (which is little) he also suffered, back in the day in group, on staff and afterwards. And the "Penis Pump" perhaps was his weapon of choice...perhaps the only one he had....again, I do not profess to know.
In regards to "getting of my ass and go fight". Ready, willing, and able....but I would rather use any other word but "fight". One of the greatest minds of our time, Albert Einstien said, and I believe correctly, "We can not simultaniously prepair for war and peace at the same time." The effort is incongruious (sp), rather simply, like mixing gasoline to extinquish fire. "Fight" is not a word I would use. 'Expose', 'Educate', 'Reveal', are words I would employ. Show the American people, the peoples of the World what was done, what continues to be done. Expose the sufferring of the children warehoused. Educate the people of the lingering efffects of such tragedies ie: confrontational theraphies, sleep deprivation, sensory deprivation, humiliation, withholding of food and water, the beatings, the horor of it all and how it effects a child well into his or her 30's and for myself mid 40's...over 3 decades after the fact.
Again, lets review this buisiness about "getting off my ass". Agreed! 20 years ago, when I was younger, I would have risen to the "call for arms" mentality. 15 years ago, I would have invested hours of my time and what resources I had to circumvent the atrocities we endured. 10 years ago, I operated under the "out of sight, out of mind, out of memory" mentality...which is an apathetic approach to the, dare I say, the "Drug War Holocaust'. 5 years ago I was soon to join this board, as memories long swept under the carpet began to surface, I again felt the need to do something..."fight" is a word that quickly came to mind. However, over time here on this board and time spent in reflection, the word "fight" lost it's
importance. Not saying something shouldn't be done. What I am saying is that "Healing" need to take precidense (sp) for us as individuals and collectively as a group of survivors. Granted, it is easier to "fight"....certainly we were trained for that. Problem being, we tend to (because of what we were indoctrinated to do) fight amoungst ourselves. Gaining us nothing.
I prayed, sat in quiet reflection on what actions to take, what actions would be most productive, effective. Finally, I believe I have come up with a plan. Simply, engage in Peace. Peacefully expose what happened, peacefully expose those who orchestrated the inhumane treatment of children and teenagers. Peacefully expose those who allowed it to happen. Peacefully expose the agencies that looked the other way.
I persoanlly believe there is a need for treatment for aloholisim, drug addiction...obviously there is a need to treat truely troubled souls, to deny this is just as inhumane as what we endured. Yet the continuation, and blatant distain for such individuals as sub-human, secondary class citizens, marginalized peoples is grossly, inheriantly wrong.
And so, I am "of my ass" in a peacefull direction, one that undoubtably is difficult for many to understand....because of the hostility, the anger, the rage, the mistrust, the nightmares and the absolute hatred we all have harbored and or continue to harbor. Confronting this madness in a logical, rational, peacefull manner is no job for "a sissy". If I am viewed or if my efforts are viewed as being "sissy" like...well then, so be it. I can not change your view of my efforts. And simply put, your thoughts about me are clearly none of my buisiness as I have greater concerns. You can join me or sit back and watch, that choice is yours and yours alone. I harbor no anomosity towards you, and frankly, I understand what you say, because at one time it made perfect sense. But that mind set, in the past three decades has produced little, if any effect at all. I am simply
purposing a different approach. I make no claim that it will work. The peacefull approach is something that has not been tried in our situation that I am aware of. However, it worked for the Civil Rights movement....Mother Teresa was able to achieve monumental feats with a peacefull approach. Mahatma Gandi of India led an entire revolution that ultimately expelled the British from India, without firing a single shot.
So, for an update: I had lunch with Tashi, the Tibetian Monk whom I mentioned at the beginning of this thread. He had asked my lineage (who my teacher was, who her teacher was and who his teacher was) I provided him with 8 pages of information and a video of my teacher giving lecture. At the end of my 8 page report I informed him of my suffering as a child/teenager. I informed him of the suffering that we all endured. I showed him how the abusive nature of our incarceration still effects us to this day, in it's many different forms. I informed him that I am not alone in my suffering.
I explained there were thousands of us that endured exactly what I endured and much much worse. I made no attempt to exagerate, simply the truth. I also explained that these practices of Straight Inc. still continue thru out our country and more and more continue to suffer more than they had already.
He simply brushed aside the prepaired lineage I had brought to him. Clearly he was much more interested in the suffering we all experianced. He began to weep as I explained we had recieved bone breaking sobriety and that we were taught to Love thru Fear and Intimidation. He regained composure and said he would review what I had written about my lineage and also watch the video I presented to him. He then added that he wanted to know more of the suffering and that we would discuss it more on this upcoming wed. night.
It seems obvious to me, that I have gained this humble Tibetian Monks attention. He was visably shaken and disturbed. I wont pretend to predict the future of our discussions or what, if any action be taken. Not to be misunderstood, I have my dreams...say of taking Tashi to Miller Newtons church by the sea and seek an audiance with him to discuss the abuse and suffering. Or of the many survivors in the St.Pete area gathering with me to further and perhaps more clearly explain that which we went thru, along with the absolute certainty that the abuse/suffering continues today.
I seek Tashi's council not only for my own benifit, but also in the hopes that others may benifit as well. As Tashi explained to me, "my english is not to well" and I explained that my Tibetian had much to be desired....however, I speak from the heart and will draws pictures if I have to in the hope he fully understands our plight.
The ball is rolling, motion has been set...I need your questions...Forward me the URL's to experiances, other than my own, that took place in the warehouses of Straight Inc. so that he may get a full picture of the hell we went thru. I will ask Tashi if he will grant an audiance with survivors in the St.Pete area, or those willing to travel. If Tashi is willing, I will report and make arraingements to meet with him.
Much Healing
In Peace
woof