As if 221 posts is a magical number, why wouldnt 3 decades be that magical number? After all my "anniversary" is coming up as well January 21st 1978...Lotsa rage is begining to swell within and is beginning to rear it's ugly head. There is distinct possibiity I know this person I made an effort to protect and comfort. I wont apologize for that...no way. And there is even less of a chance that I would make an effort to quell my rage, should it surface to satisfy you...I slept good after writting what i wrote....are you saying I have short fuse? I kinda thought that was a no brainer.
Can you not see that the rage is part and parcel of who and what i am. That it is mearly a facet amoung many facets of my life. No, I suspect you can not see that, nor accept that.
Perhaps I have not evolved to the highest level to which you may have obtained.
There is a human knee jerk reaction to cruelty, unwarranted cruelty, that will surface out of no where. It's a similar reaction to somone that is cruel to the disfigured or mentally ill individual. A reaction to a drunk in a bar that refuses to allow a woman peace. Or a reaction to a person that is cruel to a gentle animal for no reason. Its the same reaction I have to a bully on the street, Its the same reaction I would have to one that abuses the elderly.....its sad that my responce would puzzel you. I live and act by my own standards, not yours, not societies and certainy not Straight Inc's.
My two paragraphs was hardly a "rambling", you must not know of me very well. In reality, it was very concise and to the point...much less of what I am typically capable of. But I will admit to you, you have me thinking. As my time now is critical I havent the time to explore it in great detail, perhaps as promised to another of us...I will initiate a post....I assure you.....that will be rambling. But for those like myself with ADD and memories and patience of a cocker spaniel, I will preface it with fair warning of it's length.
I also wish you Peace
woof
