Dixie, Cover is so right...
One day you will wake up to a beautiful morning. When you're seriously down I know from experience that all of the things that sustain us as human beings is far beyond your reach. Hope, tenacity, courage, love, self esteem, the will to survive all seem to disappear. But you must do whatever it takes to make it just one more day, everyday until you recover the inner strength that seems to have abandoned you. Even though you are free from AARC you still find yourself fighting for your freedom, just keep breathing and you will win your personal peace.
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