Now that hairy beast is HOT!!!! You all know what I am talking about when it comes to this issue! Don't play this "I was so taken advantage of" crap!
There were a lot of us (me included) that did prey upon the male staff.
I'm not saying that it wasn't possible some girls were taken advantage of. But, just not it my schools.
Well hun you are still in a victims state of mind, you still believe that it was your fault. And yes I know you said nothing sexual happened with you and a staff member, but if it had played out as you said with you coming on to an adult staffer it's obvious you would see it as your fault. The fact is the adult has the power and the responsibility to resist. Just because you as a child had the hots for some adult staff person doesn't absolve him or her from that responsibility and when they cross that line it's rape.
You do know that most pedos are nonviolent right? They groom their victims, seduce, or take advantage of their feelings and naivety or the position of power they hold over their victim.
Just because you hurt and fight like hell does not make you a victim looking for pity, which is what you called the brave people here. It makes you a human being, a survivor.
I don't know why you want to be a bully and I don't know why you are so scared of being a victim, you're not any more. But it's obvious with the way you treat people you view as victims that you hate victims with a passion and I think that's because you hate yourself. But to hell with trying to help you, I'm not going to just let you piss on me or any other survivors here.
If you ever want to talk just pm me, I'll shut up and listen. ::dove::