LET ME FIRST SAY THAT IF STRAIGHT "HELPED YOU" THEN KUDOS TO YOU
BECAUSE YOU ARE PROBABLY ONE OF THE CHOSEN FEW! AS FAR AS YOUR
LOLLIPOP FUCKING STAY AT STOUGHTON, YEAH, I GUESS YOU'RE RIGHT, WE
WEREN'T ALL BEATEN,STARVED OR TORTURED TO THE EXTENT OF OTHER SITES,
BUT WE STILL WERE. NEVER MIND THE FUCKED UP HEAD GAMES AND SERIOUS
BRAINWASHING NOT ONLY FOR US, BUT OUR FAMILIES. SOME OF US DON'T EVEN
SPEAK W/THEIR PARENTS/SIBLINGS ANYMORE. IT WAS LIKE DOG FIGHTING FOR
HUMANS. LET'S SEE WHO I CAN TAKE MY ANGER OUT ON AND JUSTIFY IT AS A
FUCKING CONCERN. SLEEP/FOOD/MEDICATION DEPRIVATIONS. I CAN REMEMBER
PUKING ON MYSELF IN THE MIDDLE OF GROUP BECAUSE I WAS SO SICK AND
HAVING TO SIT IN IT FOR HOURS. I AM NOT GOING TO GET IN A FUCKING TUG O
WAR ABOUT "THIS ONE TIME, I REMEMBER BEING BEATEN UP..." I PERSONALLY
WAS BITTEN, PUNCHED, IMPROPPERLY RESTRAINED, CHOKED, KICKED, AND MIND
FUCKED WITHOUT LUBE SOOO MANY TIMES. DEPRIVED OF INJECTIONS FOR
MIGRAINES, HUMILIATED, DEHUMANIZED AND DESENSITIZED.....SOOOOO, FRIEND,
IF STRAIGHT HELPED YOU SEE THE FUCKING BRIGHT LIGHTS OF LIFE, THEN
ENJOY, BECAUSE ALL STRAIGHT DID FOR ME WAS TAKE ANY SIGN OF HOPE, LOVE
OR LIGHT RIGHT OUT OF MY FUCKING WORLD. MY LIFE PRE-STRAIGHT WAS A
FUCKING WALK IN PICKLE PARK COMPARED TO HOW IT IS NOW. YOU DON'T HAVE
TO HAVE A PHYSICAL MARK TO BE ABUSED, RAPED, AND DEPRIVED. YOU HAVE TO
HAVE A SOUL, BUT I GUESS YOU SOLD YOURS TO STRAIGHT, INCORP!!!!! --- In
