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3xsaSeedling:
Amazing how such a small exchange can provoke such large issues.
I was in my last year of high school @ N.E.*  I was finally home and I was going to graduate.  That's what I thought anyway.  
So one of my classes was Library Science: it was kinda cool.  You worked in the library for that period.  So I'm working and I see these  two girls I've known longer than I've been in theSeed:  I nod my head 'hello', and when I get close enough, I hear them quietly singing  "Rockin' Robin"(remember the, old Jackson5 tune?).  Here's the best part:
I never 'got that' until I read Lionel's post here :exclaim:
AND
Even if they had been singing 'Zippity-Do-Dah', I still wouldn't have caught it ...until Lionel wrote that.

Greg: That would make 'us' 'people', wouldn't it?  About time.

It feels better talking about this junk, and feels right doing it in this forum-I'd never have done this elsewhere-Thankyou

When I started reading here, I had no clue why.  Had no clue I was missing years from my life, as well as 'selective' memories.  I still have no clue why.  I know this forum has been a 'safe' place for  me to 'open all the windows and air out the house' so to speak. All in my life that came from theSeed is a few 'quirks' here&there (I don't do 'outhouses'.  Couple of songs I can't take.  Normal stuff, ya know?)  Can you imagine:  I used to think I was 'normal'.  yeahsureright .

I have managed to piece everything back together except my time @theSeed.  So I'm working on '71-'73, but that's for another page...

I do remember Muskey and all 'the suits' coming to visit on Andrews Ave.
That was around the time of the documentary, which I'm shocked is NOT available on line somewhere.  I also remember practicing relaxation and self-hypnosis with my oldcomers family and I still use some of it when I can't sleep.  
This had nothing to do with Art or the group:  I really wanted to 'get it', and I was willing to let go of everything if I had to.  

I am also surprised to find such 'strong objections' to this website.  Don't know if I'm more surprised by the objections or my surprise.

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