"speaking your mind" was cause for starting your program over from day one or severe and intense attack sessions led and orchestrated by staff. The notion of speaking my mind at the seed was never even considered by me, not an option, and not even allowed to enter the decision making area of my brain.
The only way you could speak your mind at the seed was if your thought actually dovetailed with the expectation of the group. Otherwise, you had to speak the mind of the seed.