To the forum! You apparently missed the heyday of this little message board, but it is nice to have somone new around here.
What would you have "died" from if you didn't go in the seed, how would it have happened, where, and when?
GregFL
This is just as tough now as two months (or decades) ago: I've stayed away from this thread since Sept. because of that. Guess I have to finish...
If my sister hadn't tricked me into going to an open meeting I would be dead now. I had lots of different pills saved-took a while 'cause I
always took whatever I had when I got it-and I was
finally going to be home alone!
So in she came: "Come to this open house w/me?!"
She never took me anywhere back then, so I jumped on it!
Of course when I got home, the pills were gone, but the urge never left.
MY SISTER SAVED MY LIFE,
NOT THE SEED.
In a way, she still is. Everytime I feel that 'urge' to plow head first into a brick wall, or off the cliff, I think of how hurt the people who love me would be. Plus guilty (even though
that's really stupid :roll:)
And I
got Jesus...He hasn't rescued me yet either. I'll let you know when it happens - the voices/urges will finally
SHUT-UP!!I still can't believe my parents put me in that place. Lied and tricked me to get me there too. How does that work?!