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Anonymous:
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just the two most interesting paragraphs in print here..... ::smokingun::

"Spicer is talking about Ambassador College in Big Sandy, Tex., a campus and 5,200-foot airstrip that Menge was negotiating to purchase from the Worldwide Church of God for $10.6 million. It was Menge's plan to build a Christian city there - first, it was rumored, for Jerry Falwell, then for James Robison, and

*****finally for the fundamentalist Brother Lester Roloff, who gave Menge $500,000 that he never saw again. (On the other hand, Roloff is reported to have raised $6 million during his unsuccessful campaign to buy the campus. If so, he is hardly in a position to kick.) ****

 ::puke::  

One person who Menge was not able to con, however, was Stan Rader. You will recall (Ambassador Report, March 1979, p. 13) that when Menge tried to purchase the Big Sandy campus in 1978-79, he lost his $500,000 deposit when he was unable to come up with the balance on the deal. As the $500,000 was contractually nonrefundable, the WCG (or persons associated with it) made an easy half-million while Menge's associate, Brother Lester Roloff, took the loss.

Anonymous:
hummmm.....i been wondering!
OMG....

Anonymous:
there are times , many times, if i do not understand something, i do not receive it....God is light....and he makes manifest and clear all things...to live my life in accordance to this code of rule...is to walk in relationship with God and his children, so that light reveals areas not so sure...pockets i run from, areas still in the shady realms...light brings "Sense" for indeed Truth makes good solid sense...truth adds up correct...its a perfect fit...

sins done to me, sins i have done, exposed are cleansed by Jesus' blood...making me pure again....light is God, God is light...1John1....Light, as that which makes shady questionable things understandable and clears up confusions doubts nd fears...the areas that lay in the shrouds of dimness the areas tht leave me in questionable merit...if it be questionable merit...Jesus'blood is the only cure....but if it be left in the shadows of "not knowingness" it leaves me in darkness, in shady living, in ducking and in hiding...leaving my understanding of me all bout me in obsurity...and therefore separated from fullest fellowship with God who IS light, and his family...fellowship in God, relationship wth God, makes all within me become to be cleared and make perfect sense...bringing me understandnig of what is going on and has gone on in my life...God is Light...no darkness or shady areas in God...

God leaves no area in his "Beingness"  with shady spots...and as i grow in relationship with God, i grow in understanding of all of me...all that is going on IN me...all that has not been clearly seeable, ways of mine that i would sit in shadows over in worry and distrust....
that is why relationship takes time, growth in relationship with God, reveals more and more intimate things between one and ones Maker...light grows stronger...in proverbs it says, "The path of the righteous is as the shining light, growing ever brighter"
in my experience of christians at my church who frowned at me for working thru my stuff...
those christians who do not believe in making all things manifest , are not conducting thier own living in reality, if they follow the rule that one cant talk about it...they are denying thier own pains..hiding and not living by the rule of Light making manifest...

according to 1John1, Manifestation of the shadows in our life, is the very working of the Presence of Gods Presence...for God is Light, and Light makes manifest, making obscure things in us very apparent...

to discourage me from understanding my issues has been, them discouraging me from walking in true fellowship with God, who IS light, the light that makes all things manifest...

somewhere in the history of christianity, it became "un-christian" to make things manifest in our life ...to make ourself vulnerable....

???? what??? did it then become christian to live more in denial of reality?? i bet it did... to walk and live and conduct myself according to the "code" that instructs me to live openly ...to be willing to disassociate from the shadows in me, in that walking in light is not about "coming out of the closet" but in exposing my closets to the Light , not owning the darkness as me or mine, but lettnig the light dispell the darkness...making the questionable areas clearly understood, and what does the Apostle John have to say if we find things there that are nor pure? he says, the blood of Jesus cleanses us from all unrighteousness, whether it is our own sins, or the impurity others put into us or on us....
this seperates me in light from the shadowy things, this washes me clean of things impure....
last night i had a real bad nightmare.i was very much aware of what it had to do with. in this nightmare my right leg was being shackled, i was in a concrete room..i woke up screaming, not from physical pain, but from emotional pain and crying out....terrified....laying there...trying to deny it ....saying it is not true, just a bad dream, but the dream was exaclty the same as the some very upsetting flashbacks...and in rather in a need to rebalance myself, i would insist in my head that it was representing how i was feeling in my counseling work, that i felt shackled to such concrete reality ...lol....oxymoron of things....doubling my understanding here...lol....
but whether it is based in actual memory or whether it is based in symbolic feelings, the fact remains that it manifested itself in my sleep....and broke thru to this surface awareness...and therefore needs light, to let God make manifest it to me, to clarify it to me, to bring to me understanding of it in his time, way and will.....according to how he knows me, and how he understands my limits....etc...

if anyone has light..do not hide your understanding and wisdom....but let it shine....evildoers are scared of light, for they love to hide in dark corners....

may every soul shattered by abuses of power and and misuse and broken trusts...may each one be covered in Gods Gentle Care dn healing waters that flow so gently....for God is not a God out to nail us...no, he has come to heal us....he is far more interested in touching us even if we are not so pretty...even if we have wounds put into us that would frighten polite christians away...Jesus yearns to take us as we are, and bind those wounds, and to gently love us all back to restoration to where he designed us all to be...it matters to Jesus!! it matters to him when we lay awake at night in torment from nightmares that refuse to leave us alone...it Matters!! to Jesus!! when the "polite" christian world turns thier deaf ears and yells at us to repent....it matters to Jesus that noone has seen nor heard the REAL pains....
i promise you...
IT MATTERS TO JESUS....every tear, every sleepless night...every time we do things that hurt our self...he sees it all thru his love and his heart hurts for us, and he yearns to find a way to help us heal....

Former Rebekah Girl -- 1978
Roloff Survivor and now Becoming an Overcomer

Anonymous:
The State of Texas surely is enough proof of what kind of person MrsCameron is, according to the Texas Monthly artical of Dec.2001, Texas has banned this woman from working in childcare facility,
and with good sound wisdom

her "discipline" is not true bible discipline, there is no counsel given, no attempt to bring light into what is going on, just grab the board and beat them and watch them scream without mercy...

and pay no heed to the real fact when thier spirit begins to break, pay no heed to when they need the nuture and sound counsel parents are supposed to give...

Anonymous:
The Cameron's have a home in Milton, Florida called "New Beginnings."

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