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Anonymous:
I guess for the most part they were nice.  A bit odd.  I do have some bad feelings.  They lied to me about something important to me and it made some changes in my life I wish I could get back.  It was very hard.

Dear Gabby:
I was in the home from 71- 74 And would so love to talk to you!My Guru Is having puppy's. I don't know if you where wrighting to me . But I wanted you to know that I wanted to wright to you. Wanted to know if you could check ou this in a couple of days. I was there for quite a while. And understand. Will you hear me out? I am on your side! Lots of love! If you ever need a friend or just want to talk or vent I will always be here for you. If you will give me a chance. No It is not the home thing. Just a friend.Debi Baker
ladybug1957@sbcglobal.net

Dear Gabby:
Debi Baker
Ladybug1957@sbcglobal.net  

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[ This Message was edited by: Bluemoon2157 on 2005-07-10 08:34 ]

Dear Gabby:
Hello my name is Debi. What happen? how did they lie? Do you feel safe talking about it? I found out some lies to that impacted my life. And why it is scary to talk about for me I don't know. It is for certain true. I don't know why I don't feel safe. It might be because of the impact it had on my life. It might be In my mind I am afraid to beleave- even what I know to be fact. All of his teachings for those in the early 70's Was In'bred. It was a living breathing thing- inclsive Cut right to the heart. He had power and strenth with in the group he had built with his own hands. He took- in a lot of cases- what was broken -At least in mine- and Re-furbished it cultivated and planted lots of seeds in fertile ground.Tightly Woven, Like a cloth.Put carefully into place. And Then un-folded at will. He then regarded it as an ex-change for the saving of a lost or broken soul.
This lost and brocken soul was a 13 year old girl.Who had already been excavated- hollowed out
exposed. He was persevering. Diligent. And then Devout. I became A counter-part of his cause.
A convert. Untill the lie. And so here I am 30 years later. With what? The truth? What is the truth I ask myself. Dose anybody really know it all. Can any one validate all of our feelings.
And what each of us know to be our own truth. I think the only valadation will come If we bond.
Share and understand that the pain is real or if something good came out of it for another That is thier truth. But in speaking out about mine,all-
I have to say is- that all- I really need in the end is the friends that became my family. That is forever for me because that was the only truth.
Not a lie. And for me- it is the only thing that I trust and will always belive in. My friends.

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Help!!!!!![ This Message was edited by: Debi Baker on 2005-02-09 14:27 ] That none of us have to be alone as long as we have each other.

Anonymous:
Hi Debi....
(((((((((Debi)))))))))
love rebekah sister:
Trish....
 :smile:

*i understand....*
peace@gardener.com

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