its pretty dumb to take the time to respond to something so stupid but you ask...
""Dont you feel you learned something""
and then you tell us what yourve learned
"""most of us were assholes or whatever and deserved it or worse than what we got..
we are a bunch of spoiled brats ""
""for y our own good realize that what happened to you wass a good thing ""
So apparently what you learned through being treated like gargabe was that you are garbage and deserve to be treated like garbage. You also learned abuse is the how one "loves"another.
This is obviously degenerative for a young person to "learn" . it is not "learning" ; it is human being being "broken" to the point they confuse being treated like they are worthless with being worthless .
This sets them up to expect abuse and to abuse in future relationships and for subconscious self destruction, as well as to not being able to function normally as their brain has been modified to interact with the world under the specification that they are a lesser species deserving of torment.
The above is just the obvious damage done to the self concept, and it ignores the the more saturated damage done to the overall brain in order to induce these thoughts- "the breaking of the mind" has consequences far greater then simple self hatred
""(You are) over privileged kids from mostly fairly well off families bitching about being kept against our will. most kids would give their right arm for a family that cares about them that much and to be sent to a place that provides safe shetler and food""
You have cheapened the value of your lsupposed life. Not starving to death is a very small part of what human beings deserve and need to not be destroyed. Otherwise, slaves, humans kidnapped by sexual predators, people held in prisons by oppressive goverments all have fantastic lives and are being treated wonderfully. These people, like we in program ,would actually be happier dealing with "low food security" than be imprisoned and tortured
Also, As a staff member pretending to be a child, you bring up how much richer the kids are than you and obviously your resent them for that. But by trying to bring them "to your level" where bare sustanance is all they expect and teaching them to be ashemed of their families wealth and reject finacial bounty does not help them.
"move on allready!"
You say this is response to hearing of the suicide(murder) of a child that you theoretically want to help. The destruction of a human child is not something that should be reffered to so flippantly and callously as if you are discussing I dont know..a failed soufle. This is a souless reaction.
Through your dehumanization toward of the children kidnapped and tortured, your sad description of yourself and expetations for life, and your souless callousness, it is clear that wether you are a staff memember or a real survivor that cult style thought reform is not a stepping stone to learning anything anymore than being an abused child, or spendning a life in prison helps you learn....it just damages the develoupent an ordinary healthy human mind.