I don't really equate my time in the program as having been a soldier. And I'm ambivalent about military service and people. Free sovereign people sometimes have to soldier up, and that's as admirable as anything. A standing army, otoh, is a Fascist, authoritarian mechanism. Damned near everybody used to know that, didn't they? But a standing army is all this country has since not long after the unCivil War. So what's a free sovereign who's so inclined as a warrior to do?
Anyway, the metaphor holds when you consider how many non combatants always wind up accused, interred, tortured and interrogated as POWs in any war. The truth is always the first casualty, b'lieve it! And that the drug war is, indeed, a war in every sense of the word and we all were, very much, prisoners of it--more so them really whack lunatics who were there voluntarily, as the parents and most of the staff, and who fucking liked it! Poor bastards! Can you even imagine what it must be like to be condemned to live out a life inside one of those skulls? Poor fuckers, turned against themselves and theirs, lost for good and all to the darkest of dark forces! I have sincere compassion and sympathy for them others, ya know? Even the likes of Virgil Miller Newton, who I view with the same mix of contempt and pity as a rabid dog who must be put down*.
And here's another point upon which I hope many can agree. No one ever won a war. Not ever down through history has any war ever been won. The best we can hope for is to END the war. And, if we're particularly optimistic, we might dare hold out hope that some of us will have LEARNED from it and not repeat it immediately.
* For the more paranoid among our readership, and I'm not addressing former clients here, no this is not a death threat. Virgil only needs to be prevented from fucking with people, such as unsuspecting parishioners of the Antiochian Orthodox Church and I'm so extremely averse to coercion that I will always, w/o fail, pursue the absolute least coercive means of attaining any vital objective. Just quit supporting that satanic mindfucker's delusions about being a priest and counselor and keep him away from children and other vulnerable people. I'm thinking a bold, red tattoo across the forehead reading "I'm a sick bastard[/color]" would probably suffice and be oh so apropos to those he so enjoyed humiliating in similar fashion.