Hello, I am very pleased to find this web site. I though I was the only one still having nightmares. I ran away from the program when I was 19 years old, I am almost 25 now. I live a great up and down normal life. I am proud to say I am everything they told me I was not going to be. I still struggle at times with all the rage I have towards that s.o.b., but he will get his. I regret that I was a part of that sick ?Tough Love? at times. I feel like such a jerk that I believed that would help, even though at times I knew in my heart it was wrong. I have always wondered what has happened to you all. There is also people I would love to talk to i.e. Tricia, Jennifer, Pam. Erin, Serena, Lulu, Heather, Paula, Diana, and many more. These are the ones that jump into my mind. I hope you all are doing great and accomplishing your dreams. We do not have to let anyone take any more away from us. I also realize that I did need some help when I was 14yrs old but not like that and not for how long. I know a lot of us did not even have the problems they said we did and some did. I believe a lot of us were just lost. I also know that some of this is still going on. There is a secret little piece of the program still in progress somewhere in N.J. I know this because my sister just came out. She is the last of the three of us we are all backing together now stronger then ever. Well I will leave it at that . there is just so much that I want to say . I hope to hear from you guys . take care. Jessica C.
