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« Reply #15 on: March 04, 2006, 12:21:00 AM »
whatever hippie, why don't you go back to working on staff and tell your lame fucking druggie stories. idiot
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« Reply #16 on: March 04, 2006, 12:39:00 AM »
I was staff.  5th phase trainee for 5 months and paid trainee for 6 months after I commenced.  I appilied for Junior and got fired instead.

Hippy, lets go apply at SIBS.  I bet they'll hire us.  They'll prolly let us get high too. :smokin:
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« Reply #17 on: March 04, 2006, 01:36:00 AM »
cool!
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« Reply #18 on: March 04, 2006, 01:38:00 AM »
after you man....after you....
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« Reply #19 on: March 04, 2006, 01:41:00 AM »
whatever hippie, why don't you go back to working on staff and tell your lame fucking druggie stories. idiot

 :lol:  :lol: sorry i'm not perfect....
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« Reply #20 on: March 04, 2006, 11:59:00 AM »
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On 2006-03-03 17:25:00, stillahippie564 wrote:

"i guess...if you knew the reason why i did that,you'd understand....after that place,i had nothing..no high school diploma or college degree

just a ged....i went on staff to get in on the ground floor of somthing i could use to better myself! not to be an asshole....i tried college after i finished straight,but it was more of sitting in a blue chair for me!i couldn't do it! i didn't want to be mowing yards at fort belvor the rest of my life and i loved helping ppl out!

who was going to HIRE a ged /high school drop out?

no one was!...i was a trainee for 5 weeks and never really stood a chance of being a staff member...they never wanted me to start with....

it was just a cruel joke they played on me....whether ol' one year believes me or not,i don't give a flying fuck ok? no one who didn't totally kiss someones ass got out in one fucking year! dig it? i never knew anyone who was totally non-compliant in that place get out of straight in one fucking year! all i said was they were fucking lucky!....can you argue that?'cause i can't! even lulu couter was a fucking trainee,man......she was in the same schooling predicament as me when she finally got out of the kids program....she couldn't "do" school either! it was way too much like straight to her! all i was trying to do was get some kind of experience so i could have some kind of life after my ordeal in straight! thats all! they were the only ones that would give me a fucking chance without a college degree! it was a huge mistake!HUGE....and it cost me dearly......but i'll bet ol' one year

doesn't understand that,huh?......my motives were honest....i was told straight had fucking changed and was changing.....i thought i would actually help ppl in there....that was my big stupid mistake!they didn't want anyone actually helping the kids in there...they wanted control freaks for staff....that wasn't me!...lol....she or he has nothing on me....i'm glad you got out in one year....i'm glad thats all they got out of you...

i wasn't allowed to date anyone for 28 1/2 months!

thats why i said lucky fucking you!....nice to see the misinterpetation or twisting of my words and what i went through.....thanks....hippie"


hip just ignore that shit
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« Reply #21 on: March 04, 2006, 01:27:00 PM »
hip just ignore that shit

ok...its hard to do,man.....thank you though...
they throw my "attempt" to better myself at me
like i wanted to enjoy hurting ppl....thats just not true....the reality was i volunteered for more grief and angueish....boston str8 played me
and took a lot of my "zip" whatever "zip" i had left,out of me.....and "conned" my friends into helping them to ruin whatever life i had going after straight ....hip
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« Reply #22 on: March 04, 2006, 01:29:00 PM »
Hip, I respect what you say but you gotta understand that a lot of times you come across as thinking that you had it so different or so much worse off than others.  You didn't.  That may be where people are getting irritated with you.

My $.02.
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« Reply #23 on: March 04, 2006, 04:04:00 PM »
I'm just irritated with his long hair.  :flame:  He needs to cut that shit and become a respectible Punk Rocker.   :grin:
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« Reply #24 on: March 04, 2006, 05:06:00 PM »
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On 2006-03-03 13:18:00, Anonymous wrote:

"Remember your first boyfriend or girlfriend after straight??

I was sexually active before the program so by the time I got out a year later, my first boyfriend was one lucky guy!

On a more serious note though, I remember getting very defensive if he questioned me in any way, or tried to make a suggestion I didn't like, I was pretty quick to let him know I would NOT be controlled."

It was torture putting up with Str8's sexual repression! I bet the executives never got laid, so natually we couldn't get any either! ::bwahaha:: I only had one social skill. I could lick, suck and fuck anyone, anytime. It was after Str8 that I became Druggie Whore. What can I say, practice makes perfect. And did I ever practice!
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« Reply #25 on: March 04, 2006, 05:20:00 PM »
i don't mean too....unlike most ppl,i wasn't able to get away from that place for a lot longer time...my mom worked there for years...my total involvement in that cult was 6 1/2 years....geez......it makes me so mad man....i don't know....whatever....i just won't say anymore
stuff on here....will that fix it?....i just happen to remember so much of it...like yesterday.
i can name you a great deal of ppl that had it worse than me....i just happen to know and have a lot of personal experiences with that fucking place....for instance,mel riddle was my truant officer....he busted me way before straight ever came into the picture....so i happened to know him personally....that doesn't make me special or a know it all,just that i did know him better....
i was involved in 3 straights,as much as it sucks,i was....my involvement in there was long man....in the end,i was trashed and sabatoged,and made a screw up even though i wasn't.....i found out through one of the ppl involved in my "firing" that they had me arrested and many other things....i honestly don't know anyone that had that happen to them AFTER they were 7 stepped for 3 1/2 years,do you? 'cause i want to talk with them...i'm still having a real hard time with this new info....for a real long time i didn't think everything was bull shit,ask starry,he'll tell you about our first phone call!
it kind of took him off balance....i've kept quiet about straight for a long time dude,at least 18+ yrs!i havn't seen anyone from there till 6 months ago.....i'm sorry i come off that way.....i wish you knew me...you'd understand that i'm not that kind of person...hippie
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« Reply #26 on: March 04, 2006, 05:28:00 PM »
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On 2006-03-04 14:20:00, stillahippie564 wrote:

"i don't mean too....unlike most ppl,i wasn't able to get away from that place for a lot longer time..

Right there you're assuming an awful lot.  You have no idea what any of us have gone through or for how long.


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i just won't say anymore

stuff on here....will that fix it?.

That's not what I was saying.  In fact, I tried to be careful in how I worded it so that you wouldn't get upset.  Obviously I failed.

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i just happen to remember so much of it...like yesterday.

so do most of us.


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i can name you a great deal of ppl that had it worse than me....i just happen to know and have a lot of personal experiences with that fucking place....for instance,mel riddle was my truant officer....he busted me way before straight ever came into the picture....so i happened to know him personally....that doesn't make me special or a know it all,just that i did know him better....

ok, you knew him better.  some people knew Newton better, some people had family involved with the board for years after them getting out.



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i was involved in 3 straights,as much as it sucks,i was....my involvement in there was long man....in the end,i was trashed and sabatoged,and made a screw up even though i wasn't.....i found out through one of the ppl involved in my "firing" that they had me arrested and many other things..

Ok.  I know of about 3 people that similar things happened to that were on staff in St. Pete and Orlando.

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i honestly don't know anyone that had that happen to them AFTER they were 7 stepped for 3 1/2 years,do you?

Yes.

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'cause i want to talk with them...i'm still having a real hard time with this new info....for a real long time i didn't think everything was bull shit,ask starry,he'll tell you about our first phone call!

Sorry, no can do.  They're still deep in the kool aid and refuse to talk about any of it.


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it kind of took him off balance....i've kept quiet about straight for a long time dude,at least 18+ yrs!i havn't seen anyone from there till 6 months ago.....i'm sorry i come off that way.....i wish you knew me...you'd understand that i'm not that kind of person...hippie"


fair enough
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« Reply #27 on: March 04, 2006, 05:31:00 PM »
everyone is too fucking sensitive
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« Reply #28 on: March 04, 2006, 05:31:00 PM »
druggie whore you kill me with your smiley's....lol......they're hillarious!...cool
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« Reply #29 on: March 05, 2006, 11:02:00 AM »
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On 2006-03-03 21:21:00, Anonymous wrote:

"whatever hippie, why don't you go back to working on staff and tell your lame fucking druggie stories. idiot"

I'll bet that his stories are probably way more intersting than any of your are...fucking dick.
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