He never bothered me much, that most prob because i get this type of scared excitment when my backs against the wall and i enjoy confrontation again this is not a positive by any means but it did keep my ass out of smoosh piles and taken down to juvy by the sheriiff, i remember being locked in a room w a crazy mexican west coast tenager, im new york so just his style alone was buged but it was an experince, but to get back to rudy that cat killed a man driving down a dark highway when he was younger, from his guilt i think their might have been some more reasons it happened ie drinking and parting, anyway he tried to tell me to stay in a room for a week but come on! i had already gone to ascent twice, run away 3 times, i dint give a fuck about their rules i ate when i was hungry walked right past the line didnt clean and when the room finally got to much i decided i would just play basketball, what were they gonna do, i dint care. Oh! best of all in a rap one time oh it came back to me russ. Big ugly bald meat head, probably small compared to me now but back then 10 yrs woe that mad long, anyway in this rap he was making this girl who i liked feel like shit cause her cousin raped her, i stood up and said everybody listen we all have had things we are not pround of happen to us but its not ur fault and these so called councelors r not being either honest or fare w any of us we can get over our hurt by being good not this shit, well pretty much while i was talking they relized i was not the sitdown type so that rap ended for me and all the others stayed and finished that complete load of downing and hatfule rage, this is what it comes down too as far as i see it.
The councelors already hate us for being rich kids, 2nd they want to ingratiate them selves w us by any means nessesary, 3rd some if not all at some point start taking advantage of their positions in all sorts of creepy ways, which from my experince is what a good 75% of people do at some point, and lets be horribly honest these so called grievence councelors seem to have a predisposition to young boys and girls, and its not just to help them, i heard that russ had been acused of raping a girl when he was in college now is this who u want working with children in the case of cedu it was just fine, hey who cares my dumb ass parent still gave em over 70gs now thats an expensive year of high school. oh thats right! i actually never went to a class even worse. To all the girls i never got the chance to talk to while i was doing all the manual labor thing. Hi, and i wish we could have all gone a.wall for a nice relaxing swim in the mountain streams. big hug.
