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Smushing?
Anonymous:
--- Quote ---On 2006-03-08 15:09:00, Anonymous wrote:
"I love how the fact that I didn't want to role-play homosexuality meant that I was "soft, but trying to act hard". God damn, it's pissing me off just thinking about it. "
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Oh man this is too funny, It's like looking into a mirror. I know exactly where you're coming from ANON. I caught the same shit for refusing
to smush, and for refusing to participate in cedu's totally gay dances (when I was at cedu, they had dances every other Saturday, but like smushing, opposite sexes were forbidden from dancing with each other). Cedu dances always reminded me of those scenes at the "Blue Oyster Bar" in the POLICE ACADEMY movies.
Y'know, one of the most hipocritical things about Cedu when they would tell us that taking away our "images" and isolating us from the outside world was a necessary part of the program, because it allowed us to "learn
and grow" independently, without having to worry about all that "other stuff" (outside influences). This is so hipocritical, because even though Cedu insured that we were cut off from all that "bad stuff" on the outside, they never repected our personal space, or allowed us to choose anything for ourselves. I don't ever remember a time there when it was okay for me to mind my own business do my own thing. No, everyone had to do what the group was doing (Ie. gay smushing, gay dancing,talking in raps, whatever it may be). Not doing what the group did, meant that you'd be singled-out, riddiculed, and most likely punished by staff.
The general thought pattern at cedu was this: that if you didn't participate in what the others did, then that meant you were ruining the experience everyone else (Sounds ridiculous, I know!). I would try to distance myself from all the gay role-playing, while the other guys were dancing with, or laying on top of each other. I'd grab a good book, find a quiet spot out of everyone's way, and read. Obviously, I wasn't trying to ruin anyone's fun. How did cedu staff react to this? They banned me from Reading! Now how fucking stupid is that?
The last thing cedu ever did, was allow us to "learn and grow independently." What a total crock of shit that place was! I get pissed off thinking about it too.
Son Of Serbia:
--- Quote ---On 2006-03-09 05:58:00, Anonymous wrote:
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--- Quote ---
On 2006-03-08 15:09:00, Anonymous wrote:
"I love how the fact that I didn't want to role-play homosexuality meant that I was "soft, but trying to act hard". God damn, it's pissing me off just thinking about it. "
--- End quote ---
Oh man this is too funny, It's like looking into a mirror. I know exactly where you're coming from ANON. I caught the same shit for refusing
to smush, and for refusing to participate in cedu's totally gay dances (when I was at cedu, they had dances every other Saturday, but like smushing, opposite sexes were forbidden from dancing with each other). Cedu dances always reminded me of those scenes at the "Blue Oyster Bar" in the POLICE ACADEMY movies.
Y'know, one of the most hipocritical things about Cedu when they would tell us that taking away our "images" and isolating us from the outside world was a necessary part of the program, because it allowed us to "learn
and grow" independently, without having to worry about all that "other stuff" (outside influences). This is so hipocritical, because even though Cedu insured that we were cut off from all that "bad stuff" on the outside, they never repected our personal space, or allowed us to choose anything for ourselves. I don't ever remember a time there when it was okay for me to mind my own business do my own thing. No, everyone had to do what the group was doing (Ie. gay smushing, gay dancing,talking in raps, whatever it may be). Not doing what the group did, meant that you'd be singled-out, riddiculed, and most likely punished by staff.
The general thought pattern at cedu was this: that if you didn't participate in what the others did, then that meant you were ruining the experience everyone else (Sounds ridiculous, I know!). I would try to distance myself from all the gay role-playing, while the other guys were dancing with, or laying on top of each other. I'd grab a good book, find a quiet spot out of everyone's way, and read. Obviously, I wasn't trying to ruin anyone's fun. How did cedu staff react to this? They banned me from Reading! Now how fucking stupid is that?
The last thing cedu ever did, was allow us to "learn and grow independently." What a total crock of shit that place was! I get pissed off thinking about it too. "
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That last post was from me. I forgot to log in again.
Angel Lux:
Good to know I wasn't the only one who felt molested at CEDU. I remember one staff member in particular who would press his ding-a-ling on my thigh when he hugged me. Dude really needed to invest in a few pairs of boxers. I mean, I'm all for going comando style but I don't want to feel some 30+ y/o loosers pecker on my leg through his pants every night.
...and all the while I was getting reamed in raps for stuff like having good posture (according to Pam I was obviously sticking my tits out in an attempt to seduce the boys!)
Anonymous:
This one poor girl who was there at the same time as me happened to have the beautiful, curvy kind of body that made every guy turn when she'd walk by. It wasn't her fault, she just happened to be gorgeous. Staff would take her into raps all the time, even some of the other girls would as well, and lay into her because clearly she was looking that good on purpose for the guys. They'd tell her she was a slut, that she was easy, that she was letting these guys turn her into a piece of meat with their eyes, oh man it was just disgusting to hear it. And they did it so much, for so long, along with so many random, worthless programs, that she eventually believed it. I was in the rap when she bent over, stared at the floor, and started screaming admittance to all the shit the staff were attacking her with.
Brainwashing at its finest.
Anonymous:
God, I hated how beautiful girls were vilified. Even the ones who were just naturally gorgeous, and not exploiting it. The staff were jealous, the girls were jealous... I also remember how some girls would scream and yell at staff members' whose daughters would visit wearing make up and mini skirts. It was RIDICULOUS. It definitely paid to be ugly at CEDU. If you had one iota of sensuality, you were banned from the opposite sex. Funny how guys never had to deal with that... but I do remember male staff members belittling the size of student's pricks. And one male staff member screamed at me in a rap for making guys hard --not for flirting, not for teasing, but because of my pants (which was one of the only clothing items they allowed me to keep.)
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