On 2005-12-28 16:20:00, fedelta_a_verita wrote:
I?m assuming you are speaking of those victims whom have done nothing to in anyway contribute to those events or put themselves in situations where those crimes occur, to what was done to children placed willingly in straight by their parents
Who's will? And then what happened? Me? I was worldly enough to just turn and walk away when I really couldn't stand any more. Only the planning stage and first hours were really stressful or difficult. The rest was cake.
And I knew how to talk the talk w/o letting it seep all the way in. I had been doing it since I was a little kid, after all. So I didn't get beat down mentally or physically anywhere near as much as some kids. I also knew all of the signs of when your parents are thinking about putting you in the Program. I had lived that 5 times already w/ my family in the Seed. So I knew when to run, and that was the smoking gun; it backfired.
Up until then, I didn't
dare do anything remotely close to any sane reason to have me locked up. Most of the kids who turned up on front row were just like that; no fucking clue what was going on, just terrified children who had stepped into the Twilight Zone.
Most of them had no idea how to avoid the rough treatment. You probably have little idea what sometimes happened to chronicly labeled misbehavers. As a child, totally sold on the doctrine and dogma, few of us really did any critical thinking about that.
As an adult, now? Come on! Think about it. Put your kid in that position for months at a stretch. Now think about some of the personalities and histories of some of the losers who, like cream and bastards, rose to the top in that institution. Virgil Newton didn't invent, or even radically influence, Straight Inc. It was already there, he was just a bit too entheusiastic an evangelist so they tossed him to the wolves, austensibly.
Some kids were raped in there. Some were starved. Many were beaten, medically neglected, tormented with sleep deprivation for days at a stretch.
I saw a guy stood up and publicly humiliated for having cut up his wrists. I think I was just coming in from school when the confrontation was going on. And there stood Dennis D., one of my many crushes, sobbing pittiously. He'd been on IVth Phase that morning, I think. And here he was, fresh from the hospital, being castigated for being weak, for seeking attention, taking the easy way out... and this big old, friendly, simple hick from Ohio just sobbed.
All of us were forced to focus constantly and intensely on all of that. If you don't pick up the cues, if you're not paying attention with all of your awareness, if you're slow to confront or somehow outa left field, it could all come crashing down... any moment...
I'd rather be raped, frankly, and too many have chosen to murder themselves. It's absolutely a false dilema to frame the argument as an if/or choice. Fact is, the 90% of our contemporaries who Art and Mel both assured us would land up deadinsaneorinjail have not, but a significant preportion of his supposed beneficiaries have.
But Betty Sembler just swore under oath a few weeks ago that he's a dear friend and a wonderful human being. And she and Mel both brag, to this day, about having 'saved 12,000 children'. They're frauds.
Never mind that they buy into their own bullshit more than anybody else does. This is not about intent or primal evil or any such thing. I'm not seeking revenge, only redress.
These people have no solid logical idea about drugs, drug policy or drug rehabilitation. And they're some of the most fucked up parents on the planet. Therefore, they should have no credibility or authority in areas of drug policy or child rearing. In fact, the most frightening picture I've seen in a good many years was one of Helen Peterman clutching a young child. I reminded me of something out of an old Bela Legosi flick. :scared:
I think that if more people understood how fucking ugly this drug war ideology really is just under the surface, they'd quit buying. It's like seeing sausage made.
On the dogmas of religion, as distinguished from moral principles, all mankind, from the beginning of the world to this day, have been quarreling, fighting, burning and torturing one another for abstractions unintelligible to themselves and to all others, and absolutely beyond the comprehension of the human mind.
--Thomas Jefferson, U.S. President, author, scientist, architect, educator, and diplomat