Used to teach at CEDU middle and high school

[Jack1963]

What is going on here? I know FTC. He is telling you the truth - what issue do you have with him?

[Anonymous]

So FCT is actually a "he", not a "she", is that what you're saying?

[Anonymous]

On 2005-12-30 16:24:00, former CEDU therapist wrote:

"HA HA HA!!! Oh, my GOD!!! I despise CEDU - you can't imagine how much! Geez - have I ever said ANYTHING here that indicated I'm pro-CEDU?!?!?! Geez, Louise. This is funny!



I am a real person. I never was a CEDU employee. I was a therapist for a very brief period and VERY QUICKLY started looking for a job so I could leave that hell hole.



I was FIRED b.c. they thought I was telling parents to pull their kids! I reported CEDU to a personal friend who worked at CPS. I also reported to County of San Bernardino Behavioral Health (they couldn't do anything, but they told me they hated CEDU), and I reported to the sheriff's dept. They could not do anything, either! NO ONE could do ANYTHING if no law was being broken. HOWEVER, there was a deputy who had an ongoing CEDU file.



The hospital "up the hill" - Mountain Hospital - hated CEDU. Loma Linda hated CEDU. Good GOD - what have I ever said here to make you think that?!?! WRITING STYLES??? ARE YOU KIDDING ME???



That's what Ottawa used to do. She analyzed writing styles and tried to figure out who was whom. Oh, boy - I have to tell you - you gave me a BIG laugh.



I've revealed myself to a couple of people here whom I trust. Oh, this is too funny - sad, but funny.



I even had to ask Ginger to delete some of my posts because I had revealed a lot of what I had seen in my time there - and what I saw was VERY limited because I was not an employee and I wasn't there long. I never, ever went to a Profeet because I knew that would be inappropriate. I posted some things and then Ottawa started talking about printing posts and calling lawyers and I confess - I got nervous. BUT I called the deputy and let him know what was up. He said that she could not hurt me if I was telling the truth. But he's not an attorney - I trust him, but I still was nervous. I have a family I am responsible for.



One of the CEDU victims had a lawsuit going. He posted here giving the attorney's name and inviting people to call. I called the attorney TWICE and left messages - he never called back. I think I just didn't have enough to be of interest to him.



I'm just astonished at this. Don't I get to have some anonymity? Hey, we're all on the same side here. Years later, I still am haunted by what I saw there. I never, ever expected anything like that. I didn't even know what an "emotional growth school" was. When I first got there, it looked just wonderful... as it does to parents, I'm sure. They were scared and felt completey helpless... here were these wonderful and caring people and fresh-faced kids... I completely understand the appeal! I thought it was GREAT



...for a while. And then I saw a staff member being an asshole to a kid. So I spoke with administration about him. They said he was one of their best. I thought it was me - maybe he was having a bad day.



Then I saw another "counselor" being a jerk. I was confused. Then I saw a kid in the dining area "journaling." Only this wasn't any kind of journaling I had ever seen. She was writing about what a bad kid she was. So I asked about this - "well you have to tear them down and then rebuild them." Words from a "counselor" who was ONLY a high school graduate - and then I learned that later she earned her bachelor's at a fake school - a diploma mill. It's called California Coast College. And if you look at the CVs of a lot of CEDU administrators, you'll see that school. Interesting. Gee, I went to a REAL college for 13 years to learn REAL stuff and paid lots and lots of REAL money... little did I know I could have actually earned A LOT more money in my job by getting a mail-order "degree." The administrators and school directors made way more money than I did. Missed out on that one.



Then I was told that I should go to a Profeet. I asked what it was - "It's where you 'get all your dirt out' with the kids." WHAT?!?!?!?! This is VERY inappropriate! Those kids were NOT my therapist! And frankly, I wondered if I did spill my "dirt" I would be accused of dishonesty - I don't HAVE that much dirt. Kids started telling me that if they didn't come up with big stuff, they were accused of lying and holding off. I have forgotten the term they used.



Then I had a kid who was floridly psychotic. I felt he was a danger to himself and to others. He was PSYCHOTIC. The bogus psychiatrist said it might be because of his heart condition. RIGHT. So that's what I reported. I knew that would be of interest. But it's not against the law for a licensed facility to have psychotic kids - it was INAPPROPRIATE for CEDU to have him, but no laws were broken.



Then I had a kid a mild form of autism. But a school director said that he was bulemic. This was a school director with the high school diploma and who had worked as a secretary in a real estate office prior to CEDU. She said, "I can tell he's bulemic because I see it in his eyes and that's the same blank look I saw in the mirror when I was bulemic." I told her that that "blank look" was because he was AUTISTIC!!! They can look weird!!! Again, I'm kicking myself... I could have saved SO MUCH time and money not going to a REAL school. I did not know that real estate secretarial jobs were so good at preparing a person to be an expert diagnostician.



SO - this school director put that kid on bathroom escort after meals. Again, I made phone calls. This was the OPPOSITE of what you should do with someone who has autism. It was torment for that kid. But again - no laws broken. By then, I was ACTIVELY looking for another job.



Yeah, at first it looked sooooo good. Then reality hit. And it hit hard. And here I am, years later, still haunted... wondering how the kids I saw are doing... and that brought me here. And I can't help but think - if I have these feelings so many years later, what must it be like for the kids?



Listen, making reports or making information calls to CPS or any other governing body doesn't guarantee anything at all. I've also reported a person named Barbara Lamb to state licensing. She's a licensed marriage and family therapist (a master's level license) who conducts "therapy" for friggin' SPACE ALIEN ABDUCTINS!!! She's a nut job! I saw her on Penn and Teller's show on Showtime. What a crock! I looked at the website of this idiot and pasted it into an email to her state licensing body. They wrote back and said that if I had not personally been hurt by her, they couldn't do anything! Check it out - you won't believe this. Crop circles and past lives and all manner of rubbish - she is HURTING people. And the state can do NOTHING: http://www.blambms.com



The only reason for anyone here to be unhappy with me is if that person is a CEDUite. I'm just amazed that anyone would wonder...

On 2005-12-24 13:07:00, Anonymous wrote:



"I can't make up my mind.







I've heard it said that he (or she) is not a real person, just a playful or sarcastic identity taken on by someone else who posts here.  







And it's true, a lot of the stock phrases and ways of speaking in FormerCT's posts do sound like a caricature of a therapist or couselor ("I'm feeling...", "It is what it is.", and so on).  







But also heard it said by someone who worked at CEDU that this is indeed a real ex-employee, the style of writing is pretty identifiable, who did in fact leave under a cloud of disagreement with the CEDU philosophy.  "Not the sharpest tool in the shed, a bit naive, but well meaning" was the description given







So which is true do you think" is Former CEDU therapist a real person in disguise? Or a joke masquerading as a real person?"

[ This Message was edited by: former CEDU therapist on 2005-12-30 16:28 ][ This Message was edited by: former CEDU therapist on 2005-12-30 16:31 ]"

Mr Therapist if you reported I would like to know why nothing could be done.  I have looked up civial coedes in the state of california and I came across a code that state if anyone who practices therapy without a license and causes damage can be liable.  If I am not mistaken faculity not trained ran raps and I would call this group therapy

[try another castle]

Well, you can't "please" everyone. There's always going to be at least one person bitching, whining and giving you shit no matter what you do. Especially on fornits.

I personally think that some people just enjoy being difficult.

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[ This Message was edited by: sorry... try another castle on 2006-01-14 18:53 ]

[former CEDU therapist]

They did not say they did "therapy." That's how they did it. Anyone can "counsel" or be a "counselor." They were required by the school districts funding NPS kids to have therapists on campus. This was my understanding. I had asked why they had us there b.c. they certainly didn't listen to us. Not really.

What do you have against me? I really don't understand this.

They broke no laws that I could report. This was a disappointment, but that's how it is. You have no reason to be angry with me... unless you're just looking for someone to do this to and I'm your only target.

[try another castle]

I would vote on the latter speculation. It doesn't matter how explicitly you explain yourself to some people. They're really not interested in hearing it. They just want to piss and moan.

[Son Of Serbia]

On 2006-01-06 17:46:00, Anonymous wrote:

""gallop in"??? Intriguing.



Y'know the Serbster has long been rumored on this site to have a very, very special relationship with Bryan.



And now here comes the Serb.



You might even say "galloping" in, (or perhaps "prancing") to help the Former(only-there-for-a-very-short-time-never-an-employee-oh-so-scared-of-CEDU-but-still- obsessed) CEDU Therapist???



Hey Bryan, cut the crap: are you really the CeduTherapist dude (or female?"

The only rumors I'm aware of regarding the alledged "very special relationship" (he means homosexual)between Bryan and myself, are the ones that you started...And as far as I know, you are the only person stupid enough to believe them.  Truth be told, Bryan was indeed my best friend during my stay at Cedu, however, the last time I saw Bryan in person was almost 14 years ago. Since that time, both Bryan and myself have married and started families of our own.  
Given these facts, the sort of intimate relationship you are implying would be impossible.  

Also, I happen to know that since graduating cedu, Bryan F. has seen more beaver than most dams!  I myself had quite a bit of success in that department as well, before I finally got married and settled down of course.

This is yet another one of your infinite lies,that is easily dispersed by the truth and common sense, both of which you are obviously in very short supply of.

Since we are on the subject of deviant sexual behavior, Mr. Dickless Wonder,I feel obligated  to mention the fact that you  specifically threatened to come to my house and rape my wife at cedualumni.com last year. Because of this, I am seriously concerned for the personal safety of the women and children living in your community.  All joking aside, I implore you to please seek professional help for your severe psychological problems, and I'm also begging you to register yourself as a potential sex offender with the proper authorities.  

Please do the responsible thing, and act like an adult for once in your sad pathetic life. If you won't do it for yourself, then do it for the sake of the innocent women and children in your community, who deserve to live their lives in peace, without being traumatized & molested by you.



.[ This Message was edited by: Son Of Serbia on 2006-01-09 13:38 ]

[Anonymous]

Oh God, you are a fucking loser.

[Son Of Serbia]

And you are a fucking coward, with no balls or a spine.  Try signing your name next time you insult someone, tough guy.

[Anonymous]

Ok then. Oh God, you are fucking gay.

- Jason

Not like you know me or anything, but there's my name. I've just read some of your posts and you come across as a sniveling little girl. Enough said.

[Son of Ottawa]

Okay, asshole! The gloves are off now! You've crossed the line! Screw you!

Jason

On 2006-01-09 13:36:00, Son Of Serbia wrote:

"And you are a fucking coward, with no balls or a spine.  Try signing your name next time you insult someone, tough guy."

[Anonymous]

my vote is that you're both lame... i once read a quote and i find it to be very true. "Arguing online is like running in the special olympics... in the end you're still retarted."

here ill sign my name too

sean martin

[Mel Wasserman]

Jason is KING! Jason is my Prince! Hail, Jason!! Jason, my favorite boy! My Precious... My Jason...

On 2006-01-09 14:52:00, Anonymous wrote:

"Ok then. Oh God, you are fucking gay.



- Jason



Not like you know me or anything, but there's my name. I've just read some of your posts and you come across as a sniveling little girl. Enough said. "

:smile:

[Son Of Serbia]

On 2006-01-09 14:52:00, Anonymous wrote:

"Ok then. Oh God, you are fucking gay.



- Jason



Not like you know me or anything, but there's my name. I've just read some of your posts and you come across as a sniveling little girl. Enough said. "

Whatever, Pussy!  You don't know me either, but there are a few people around here who do, ask any of them and I'm sure they'd advise you to SHUT YOUR FUCKING LOSER MOUTH while you still can. Besides, I'm not here to impress you or anyone else, and I don't give a shit what you think about me.  By your own admission: you don't know me, yet you continue attacking me anonymously over the internet. You're still a fucking coward, and you're really not worth anyone's time or attention. Enough said.

[Anonymous]

If I'm not worth any time or attention, how come you've responded to everything I've said?

- Jason